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welcome to center of light foundation

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your station

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for divine unfoldment and reinforcement

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good to see you tonight

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hanging out with my friend mr brian

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harden he's an alien from another planet

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i tell you i swell you

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i love hanging out with my friend

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brian and

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i go at our time together in this way

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uh basically two guys at a

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bar having a beer or whatever a tavern

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having a beer and we just go at it and

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get into these

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really cool places of brotherhood

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welcome to center of light everybody

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good to see you dana uh pre happy cuckoo

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rina robert everybody everybody

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everybody care

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i care i swear

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good to see you all welcome to center of

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light

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um i i don't know about you

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i know about me i know i know me i know

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about me

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i've been in a law lately when i say law

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it's not a mood thing love you too care

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it's not a mood thing

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uh law meaning i i feel like i'm waiting

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on something

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we're not supposed to wait

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i get that but i feel like i'm in a wait

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a lobby waiting for my number recall

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i'll explain that a little more later

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also um my guest tonight mr brian d

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harden uh the last interview we did was

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titled

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click bait doesn't matter as long as you

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say the words

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you're fine uh what was it jesus aliens

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and hot crispy chicken so tonight is

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center of light

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horseshoes and hand grenades

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it's some saying from my childhood i

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never really knew what it meant hello

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mary hello pamela i never really

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knew what it meant it meant so um we're

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gonna be presenting you some horseshoes

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a lot of you can bet on that

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hopefully the hand grenades will be uh

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in a good way that things will explode

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and pop inside

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and turn on some lights that's what i'm

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hoping for me so welcome to center of

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light foundation i did post some links

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in here for brian

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more contact on him on youtube as well

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as his webpage go stomp all over his

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stuff and make a big old stink let him

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know you exist

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as well as center of like foundation

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fundraiser

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um it's doing very well please choose to

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support and monetary wise if that's how

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you do it prayer wise share-wise

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care-wise

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let's all get wise let me tell you a

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little bit about my guest tonight mr

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brian d harden brian d harden is

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i thought i was going to go to this

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field didn't you where am i

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in a black hole

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oh am i not here

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uh let me refresh my cam your camera oh

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just hang on a second bro do you hear me

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i can hear you fine but no maybe i'm a

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sock puppet today uh i think you have

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mute the camera

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i don't know i love these segments

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i have never seen this before muted uh

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you should be there i'll tell you what

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how about you just hang up and call me

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hang up and get out of skype and call me

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back i'll be here all right

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remember one tonight center of light

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brian d harden he's up at his mom and

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dad's place where the internet

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connection is not so good

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but i love me some b-rai

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good man solid man

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he's genuine he knows what he wants he

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knows how to get it he knows how to ease

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into it he knows how to ease and to

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bliss

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prehapaku says divine brother brain

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i always time it right and enjoy you

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guys shared lives yeah i love hanging

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out with brian this is going to be good

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it's always good it's because of brian

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because of me well it's only because of

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me because i have the platform but

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that's the guy right there let me see

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what's happening with him try calling

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hello everyone please feel free to share

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this

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broham sam today he is that sexy

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good-looking man

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i showed up instead of a blue screen

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something beyond a blue screen how you

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doing my friend

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i think i'm uh uh better than crappy but

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not much you know

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better than crappy but not much did i

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hear that correct

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yeah getting a little bit better all the

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time but yeah you know things have been

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odd for me so

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uh i just keep smiling and laughing you

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know all those principles that you and i

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speak about

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they're good principles but when you

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forget your own

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your own you know spiel of how to be

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happy or how to be

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successful and then suddenly you fall

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off the horse in the middle of a really

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great ride

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yeah i've i fall

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it's easy for you to come off the tongue

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it's a little more difficult to take

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into the ear

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we hear it just fine but you know

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all my friends keep giving me the same

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advice i would give them right i'm like

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well i know that but i'm not doing it

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and uh all right all right it's a funny

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we attribute we attribute that

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you know the i know that and not doing

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it they're wanting the same i'm just not

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doing it

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yeah have you done that before

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it's called life

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[Laughter]

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it's called good morning sunshine yeah

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what's happening in your part of the

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country bro i know you're hanging out

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with your mom and dad right now what's

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going on over there i mean how is life

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for you there

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obviously it's different from los

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angeles and

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it's very complex and ugly and uh

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not as creative as i need it to be and

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you in the radio green room and i did

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mention it uh before i brought you into

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the blue screen

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um i feel the same way like i mentioned

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to you earlier before the show i feel

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like i'm in a lull and i don't mean

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emotion like

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though you somewhat describe that about

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yourself but

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for me i feel like i'm just in the lobby

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waiting

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for just to be called

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what that is you know i don't and i know

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a lot of people people that i follow

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that i think you know they got some

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inspiration and i want to hear what they

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woke up to this morning when they were

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getting up and they heard this in their

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head i want to hear what you got to say

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because i know who i know that you're

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walking your talk and all that stuff

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a lot of them are saying they have no

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drive

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you know i wanted to talk to you today

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and got up and

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like i woke up in the middle of the

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night couldn't sleep all this and stuff

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but i i um

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trudged through it but i don't feel like

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man i'm talking to brian's not gonna get

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my stuff there together

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and do my typing and

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i just didn't have that push is that

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kind of where you're meaning as well

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well i just been so stretched away from

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my normal

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line of creativity

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that uh

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my normal horse is

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all creative input creative output and

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making creative connections so i live

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creatively and i've almost been forced

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to live from a different place not from

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my heart from my head

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in order to drop down back into my heart

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i oh everything you and i

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try to speak about and live the way we

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try to live

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i have to

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up my game so i've had to up my game to

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a whole nother level of all things that

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i speak about and i i have forgotten

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some of my simple principles for

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reconnecting and remembering and turning

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on my creative flow my abundance my

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happiness and and how i can

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manifest

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and and so

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uh it's almost like i want to ask you a

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we all do this and you know what's

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something you and i you want to kind of

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talk about

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and the god in everything so there's

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there's multiple levels of god and so

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uh when we see attributes or we write

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out attributes of what this god whatever

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i just wonder if there's any attributes

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of any version of god you know

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would that just like a cape crusader

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would take on the pla the chance to be

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invisible or something i wonder if

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there's something in your in your

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versions of god that you would love to

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be that version of god

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you know there's an attribute you're

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having that to me or do you mean that

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yeah yeah what what yeah

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what a delicious beautiful

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horseshoe and hangernet

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question that's fantastic

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what is happening to me lately

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many of us understand it conceptually

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but what's integrating

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is you know i look out in the world and

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look at the horseshoes people making

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promises and the not keeping

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them in the hand grenades when you

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finally bite into it your freaking head

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explodes

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i get all that and i don't like it as

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much as anybody else

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but i'm starting to see how things of a

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horrid nature are actually somewhat

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beautiful

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strange

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because god is all of it you take god

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completely up and you can't no one can

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argue with this

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there's no way out of the corner

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nothing happens

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nothing exists all is given permission

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if god is omnipresent present in all

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places at all times

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evil

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is not excluded god is present but what

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makes it evil is the person

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experiencing an energy and that they

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don't understand and they are absolutely

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this is what is transpiring in me and

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it's this might be that law

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so are you saying the appreciation of of

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good and bad it should be equal or

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balanced

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absolutely

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in fact the bad needs to be more

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for them

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yeah brian the band needs to be more

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appreciated because

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that's where the wound is isn't it and

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doesn't the child want to be supported

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loved and nurtured and

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well raised exalted

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with what we are calling the bad who and

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what anything in the universe wants to

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be called you're bad

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that's just scolding and smiting and so

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this is what is

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integrating inside of me and it's

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starting to get a little wonky because

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i'm leaning more into

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what i

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never knew before

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and that it's becoming true is a little

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frightening

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right

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so you know how your son you do your

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greatest to raise your son and make his

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life

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easy and so all the problems you had as

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a as a kid you don't want him to have

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the same problems and trip over the same

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things and so you you work your your

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butt off really hard but no matter what

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you still

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you know end up having moments where he

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no one said better human nature

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yeah you're just human nature so then so

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then

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uh so when we look into trauma

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individual personal it's it's so weird

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like my my all right so

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as a child all everybody in the world

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has these moments where

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you were you know three months old or

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six months old and uh your mom just

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decided to stop breastfeeding you and

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then finally fade you a bottle well that

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was traumatic that was a trauma moment

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you were you were abandoned for that

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little thing or the way we were raised

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quite often

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you're taught that you let the baby cry

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just let them cry themselves to sleep

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right and so that's another level of

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abandonment and there's many other

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traumas that happen to you

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that that might be

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minuscule to the outside person but to

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the person experiencing it for the first

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time it's traumatic it's horrible

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so so when we

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judge someone else's trauma or problems

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and like just get over it

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um

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i'm not so sure because i'm not sure so

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sure that's the medicine they need

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sometimes what they need or what we all

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need is to actually just to vent to be

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listened to to be hugged and having a

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hug yeah yeah you know you speak to you

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spoke about trauma just think about the

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weight

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coming from the realm of light

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and now you dawn cloak this baggage of

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skin and the pressure

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being musicians we know about

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compression you go from this wild vast

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unbridled being to being compressed and

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what is it compressing it holds

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frequency down

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and squashed into this density that is

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traumatic hence the baby cries

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what the fan is this

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right

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so

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earlier about

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you know those that big question about

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god

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um

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for me it's this integration of

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understanding what i never we all know

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but it's when you get to that place that

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you're ready to take a bite of this

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cookie and this cookie is to no longer

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blink

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build back better biden or blame the

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trump or blame the who whoever and i get

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it and i get in those i fall in those

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lulls i get into those wonky places

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but it doesn't go anywhere and every

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time i treat myself that way i realize

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it's not going anywhere i can yammer

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moaning complaining about i want

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even to myself in my head what i don't

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like these bad people

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and it's detrimental

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and so i'm removing myself and looking

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at the bad as probably better than the

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good because that's where all the

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nuggets are

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for expansion that is the nuggets for

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expansion or in the bat

389
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bring me the batshit that's sort of

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where i am

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so they say crisis is an opportunity to

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learn and grow so really it's just uh

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how are you reacting or responding or

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remembering and the members you're

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reconnecting or religion legioning

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religion religion you're reconnecting or

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the members are the mind the body the

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spirit and so the mental way of most of

399
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us dealing with with problems is just to

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scream back with our ego like you know

401
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uh if you're if you're if you're uh

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a screaming baby

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you know you don't just scream you

404
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scream back at the baby and try to

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reason with it with logic you know and

406
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if if you're in the physical mode the

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body mode you don't just spank the baby

408
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and and beat it up

409
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you know really what the baby wants is

410
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attention and it wants a hug it wants

411
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love that's the spiritual way and so

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what we all have uh usually

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in our screaming baby mode it doesn't

414
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matter if you're you know 80 years old

415
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or eight years old we have screaming

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baby modes is we want attention and we

417
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want love and we want connection and we

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want appreciation and we want to be held

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and hugged not yelled at

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not spanked we need love and so that's

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in the mental way scream at them

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physical way spank them and the men in

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the spiritual way is to love them and so

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really it's get to that point of

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remembering to love

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right

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that's so perfectly describes the

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raising of my son

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with

430
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some background of my some of my

431
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background still in me

432
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17 years ago

433
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you know at first it was just a little

434
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pop on behind me i mean literally no

435
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harder than that kind of thing i get it

436
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creates an attention but

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and then the other couple of times after

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i realized on the third time i am never

439
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going to do this again this is just not

440
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the way it hurts you more than

441
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them yeah right

442
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and i just i just knew and from then

443
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as i'm raising my son i would always get

444
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down to my knee

445
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so i can be the same height with him so

446
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he didn't see me as this overlord

447
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towering over him as some sort of

448
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smiting god with this big fist kind of

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thing

450
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and i've always told him you follow my

451
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lead i'll give you everything you can

452
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possibly want

453
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sounds like bribery

454
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well bribery raise a great kid

455
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um

456
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but i realized that the discipline is

457
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making them a disciple and not

458
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disciplining them

459
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wow disciple as the t as the the steward

460
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that's the right word and you don't own

461
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your child you're a steward and yet part

462
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of the balance of that was

463
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your

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just said in the story taught you how to

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no longer punish in the bad way so

466
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disciple for that

467
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round

468
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yeah

469
00:23:40,230 --> 00:23:37,190
one time i was working with deepak

470
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chopra and i did media for him and so he

471
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would come into the back of the room and

472
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he would say

473
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um so what am i teaching on today you

474
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know these were like a week-long events

475
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and so he says you know so what am i

476
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teaching on today i got the little piece

477
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of paper and said oh it looks like

478
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you're teaching about judgment and so he

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uh he goes all right well he goes up in

480
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front of everybody for about one hour

481
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and he says that don't judge yourself

482
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and don't judge others it just leads to

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misery that the judgment in

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comparison just leads to misery and he

485
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speaks about this for one hour and

486
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everybody's excited and happy after the

487
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hour and at the end everybody goes to

488
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dinner and he comes back to the back to

489
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where i am and he says so how did i do

490
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he was wanting me to judge him

491
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and i laughed so hard and i fell to the

492
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ground laughing granted he's like what

493
00:24:34,549 --> 00:24:32,799
are you what are you laughing at i said

494
00:24:37,269 --> 00:24:34,559
what happened to you

495
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you said oh i i need to listen to myself

496
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more often and we're all that way it

497
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doesn't matter you know all the all the

498
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lessons you and i teach or or speak

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about we're still learning them every

500
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day aren't we i mean i'm muddling my way

501
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through life and i feel like everybody

502
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on the planet is muddling their way

503
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through life and we have good days and

504
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bad days where we'll make less mistakes

505
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and uh when when we're open to it

506
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um i actually made a couple films with

507
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with some some

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people that were kind of spiritual

509
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and i watched them stop and smell the

510
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roses i stu i watched them

511
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mentally have a open mind enough to

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learn from the children to learn from

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the dogs to learn from the butterfly or

514
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learn from the flower you know you learn

515
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from everything

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and so to

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really be conscious

518
00:25:31,350 --> 00:25:28,559
you have to see your relationship to all

519
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literally everything to talk to your

520
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relationship to the cup of coffee and

521
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really savor it and enjoy it i mean how

522
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many more cups of coffee am i going to

523
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have in my life who knows right so i

524
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better enjoy this one right

525
00:25:46,950 --> 00:25:45,039
yeah the playing field's even that's

526
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that's that's the integration i'm

527
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speaking about the play in field is even

528
00:25:53,990 --> 00:25:52,320
i like coffee lots of sugar some cream

529
00:25:55,909 --> 00:25:54,000
you may not you might like coffee no

530
00:25:57,830 --> 00:25:55,919
sugar no however the combination or you

531
00:26:00,149 --> 00:25:57,840
may not like it at all

532
00:26:03,269 --> 00:26:00,159
so for you if you're not not like it at

533
00:26:06,470 --> 00:26:03,279
all person coffee bad

534
00:26:09,350 --> 00:26:06,480
but for person who likey likey coffee

535
00:26:12,710 --> 00:26:09,360
good that's that integration

536
00:26:16,310 --> 00:26:12,720
way of not really per se seeing it as a

537
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concept but moving into the squeeze

538
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becoming one with it

539
00:26:22,230 --> 00:26:20,799
it may take you know eons or lifetimes

540
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but

541
00:26:25,669 --> 00:26:24,559
this period that we're living in is the

542
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gift

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and we're all boogered and bothered and

544
00:26:30,390 --> 00:26:28,799
mad

545
00:26:32,070 --> 00:26:30,400
i get it i have my moments we're booking

546
00:26:34,149 --> 00:26:32,080
bothered and mad but this period we're

547
00:26:36,870 --> 00:26:34,159
living in is the gift

548
00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:36,880
so we can get through our cosmic

549
00:26:44,070 --> 00:26:42,320
boogered bother or mad so we can go back

550
00:26:45,590 --> 00:26:44,080
it's not enough only just to go back

551
00:26:46,630 --> 00:26:45,600
because we're all going to go back even

552
00:26:48,310 --> 00:26:46,640
when we

553
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perish

554
00:26:52,470 --> 00:26:50,960
the trick the gift

555
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the promise

556
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is we can go back while we are here

557
00:27:01,190 --> 00:26:58,880
so we can have this

558
00:27:02,870 --> 00:27:01,200
heaven on earth

559
00:27:05,430 --> 00:27:02,880
experience which is

560
00:27:08,630 --> 00:27:05,440
i can walk around and be swamji or sai

561
00:27:11,430 --> 00:27:08,640
baba or jesus a buddha a krishna and i

562
00:27:13,430 --> 00:27:11,440
can fly like meal

563
00:27:15,909 --> 00:27:13,440
but live in a physical way so we can

564
00:27:17,350 --> 00:27:15,919
share and express our differences

565
00:27:23,990 --> 00:27:17,360
allow

566
00:27:26,310 --> 00:27:24,000
the gig is unity it's always unity

567
00:27:28,310 --> 00:27:26,320
everyone is a fragment of the whole so

568
00:27:31,190 --> 00:27:28,320
if we're going back to the whole

569
00:27:33,350 --> 00:27:31,200
we have to defrag ourselves

570
00:27:35,269 --> 00:27:33,360
and come back as one so we can

571
00:27:37,510 --> 00:27:35,279
experience the whole which is the heaven

572
00:27:39,909 --> 00:27:37,520
on earth i always thought the word holy

573
00:27:41,590 --> 00:27:39,919
should you be spelled with a w h oh yeah

574
00:27:43,510 --> 00:27:41,600
exactly right always there are

575
00:27:46,310 --> 00:27:43,520
derivatives there are there are actual

576
00:27:48,789 --> 00:27:46,320
word plays um grammatically in the

577
00:27:49,909 --> 00:27:48,799
dictionary um about what you just said

578
00:27:52,789 --> 00:27:49,919
in the truth of it that they are

579
00:27:56,630 --> 00:27:52,799
connected they are whole and holy and if

580
00:27:58,710 --> 00:27:56,640
even if you add the word whole h-o-l-e

581
00:28:00,470 --> 00:27:58,720
the whole it's a whole it's void it's

582
00:28:01,669 --> 00:28:00,480
nothing it's space they're all

583
00:28:03,510 --> 00:28:01,679
interconnected i love the english

584
00:28:04,710 --> 00:28:03,520
language so much it's so great and

585
00:28:05,909 --> 00:28:04,720
delicious

586
00:28:07,669 --> 00:28:05,919
yeah it is

587
00:28:10,070 --> 00:28:07,679
you've been recording bro well you you

588
00:28:12,230 --> 00:28:10,080
know when they say spell spelling is

589
00:28:14,310 --> 00:28:12,240
casting a spell so the words when you

590
00:28:17,750 --> 00:28:14,320
really start to connect to the words and

591
00:28:20,389 --> 00:28:17,760
sometimes the portion of the word you

592
00:28:22,789 --> 00:28:20,399
start to really understand the meaning

593
00:28:24,310 --> 00:28:22,799
behind everything so when we say

594
00:28:25,750 --> 00:28:24,320
ko

595
00:28:27,269 --> 00:28:25,760
meaning to

596
00:28:28,830 --> 00:28:27,279
communication

597
00:28:31,430 --> 00:28:28,840
to you know

598
00:28:34,230 --> 00:28:31,440
cooperation it takes two people to work

599
00:28:36,549 --> 00:28:34,240
together or to connect or whatever you

600
00:28:37,909 --> 00:28:36,559
know and then re-member is you know

601
00:28:40,310 --> 00:28:37,919
putting back

602
00:28:42,070 --> 00:28:40,320
to the and so all you start to look into

603
00:28:43,350 --> 00:28:42,080
those words it's really it starts to be

604
00:28:46,149 --> 00:28:43,360
fun

605
00:28:48,389 --> 00:28:46,159
and help you find the deeper simple

606
00:28:51,350 --> 00:28:48,399
understanding and i i don't know if it

607
00:28:53,909 --> 00:28:51,360
was einstein one of those said uh

608
00:28:55,830 --> 00:28:53,919
uh that if if you can't explain it to a

609
00:28:58,870 --> 00:28:55,840
third grader you really don't know what

610
00:29:00,870 --> 00:28:58,880
you're talking about you know and uh so

611
00:29:03,190 --> 00:29:00,880
you know i try to i try to whittle down

612
00:29:06,149 --> 00:29:03,200
most of my spirituality to the dumbest

613
00:29:07,990 --> 00:29:06,159
possible thing you know like the bible

614
00:29:09,110 --> 00:29:08,000
should probably just say

615
00:29:13,510 --> 00:29:09,120
you know

616
00:29:15,350 --> 00:29:13,520
don't be a dick

617
00:29:16,789 --> 00:29:15,360
only jesus said

618
00:29:18,470 --> 00:29:16,799
only what jesus said just take

619
00:29:20,870 --> 00:29:18,480
everything else out yeah

620
00:29:22,789 --> 00:29:20,880
just let the master speak

621
00:29:24,389 --> 00:29:22,799
and then you have true scripture in my

622
00:29:27,029 --> 00:29:24,399
opinion a lot of was conjecture a lot it

623
00:29:29,269 --> 00:29:27,039
was objective a lot of was subjective i

624
00:29:29,990 --> 00:29:29,279
mean and it gets the truth gets muddled

625
00:29:31,830 --> 00:29:30,000
with

626
00:29:33,990 --> 00:29:31,840
a lot of nonsense and then the council

627
00:29:37,430 --> 00:29:34,000
of nicea in the late 300s comes along

628
00:29:39,830 --> 00:29:37,440
and they rearrange the entire bible and

629
00:29:42,070 --> 00:29:39,840
conservation of translation translation

630
00:29:44,149 --> 00:29:42,080
after translation

631
00:29:46,230 --> 00:29:44,159
and then from those 800 versions that

632
00:29:48,310 --> 00:29:46,240
was king james and that's when it became

633
00:29:50,470 --> 00:29:48,320
the thy and though i remember the first

634
00:29:52,470 --> 00:29:50,480
time that the bible was read to me thee

635
00:29:54,789 --> 00:29:52,480
thy and no i'm like

636
00:29:56,470 --> 00:29:54,799
so this guy in the middle east named

637
00:29:59,110 --> 00:29:56,480
jesus

638
00:30:00,950 --> 00:29:59,120
you know had said thee thy and though

639
00:30:01,830 --> 00:30:00,960
and had paul john

640
00:30:02,789 --> 00:30:01,840
mark

641
00:30:05,190 --> 00:30:02,799
luke

642
00:30:07,110 --> 00:30:05,200
like in the middle east for real

643
00:30:08,549 --> 00:30:07,120
right white name

644
00:30:09,990 --> 00:30:08,559
with brown skeleton

645
00:30:11,350 --> 00:30:10,000
and you know what all the different

646
00:30:13,029 --> 00:30:11,360
translations and i understand

647
00:30:13,909 --> 00:30:13,039
translation because you want people in

648
00:30:16,549 --> 00:30:13,919
other

649
00:30:17,909 --> 00:30:16,559
dialects and tongues to understand it

650
00:30:19,909 --> 00:30:17,919
words

651
00:30:22,310 --> 00:30:19,919
innocently

652
00:30:25,190 --> 00:30:22,320
get lost without manipulation or trying

653
00:30:27,990 --> 00:30:25,200
to manipulate your control words

654
00:30:30,630 --> 00:30:28,000
actually are tough to translate

655
00:30:35,110 --> 00:30:30,640
as it's spread across the language

656
00:30:39,029 --> 00:30:36,630
but there was a lot of

657
00:30:40,230 --> 00:30:39,039
conscious influence of saying you know

658
00:30:41,990 --> 00:30:40,240
we don't want you to know about certain

659
00:30:44,389 --> 00:30:42,000
things and so it actually the book of

660
00:30:45,430 --> 00:30:44,399
the bible to me

661
00:30:47,510 --> 00:30:45,440
sort of

662
00:30:49,110 --> 00:30:47,520
no i'll just say blatantly it takes it

663
00:30:51,830 --> 00:30:49,120
taints the life of jesus

664
00:30:53,909 --> 00:30:51,840
the the innocent beautiful man soul he's

665
00:30:54,789 --> 00:30:53,919
not he wasn't he was a man for many

666
00:30:57,509 --> 00:30:54,799
years

667
00:30:59,990 --> 00:30:57,519
declared i am a messenger of god to

668
00:31:01,509 --> 00:31:00,000
came to the realization i am a son

669
00:31:03,750 --> 00:31:01,519
you are my brother

670
00:31:05,029 --> 00:31:03,760
well that doesn't change anything it's

671
00:31:06,389 --> 00:31:05,039
all the same

672
00:31:08,950 --> 00:31:06,399
platform

673
00:31:10,789 --> 00:31:08,960
but i i think that the life of jesus is

674
00:31:13,350 --> 00:31:10,799
more sacred than what is actually told

675
00:31:15,269 --> 00:31:13,360
and some people truly adhere to the only

676
00:31:17,190 --> 00:31:15,279
what has been told

677
00:31:20,149 --> 00:31:17,200
versus the other beautiful possibilities

678
00:31:22,149 --> 00:31:20,159
that are just simply waiting to be

679
00:31:23,990 --> 00:31:22,159
seen appreciated do you think jesus

680
00:31:26,389 --> 00:31:24,000
could be an alien could have been an

681
00:31:28,070 --> 00:31:26,399
alien absolutely well we're all aliens

682
00:31:29,990 --> 00:31:28,080
we don't come from the earth exactly

683
00:31:32,070 --> 00:31:30,000
come through the earth the birth canal

684
00:31:34,070 --> 00:31:32,080
of the earth gaia is the same birth

685
00:31:36,710 --> 00:31:34,080
canal of your mother which is the same

686
00:31:39,190 --> 00:31:36,720
birth of canal the cosmos so yeah we're

687
00:31:41,350 --> 00:31:39,200
all aliens but

688
00:31:43,509 --> 00:31:41,360
even though we come from wherever that

689
00:31:46,950 --> 00:31:43,519
is which is definitely an inner plane to

690
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:53,430
we're alien in the sense that

691
00:31:57,430 --> 00:31:55,590
as we on this place we're trying to get

692
00:32:00,789 --> 00:31:57,440
back somewhere else

693
00:32:02,549 --> 00:32:00,799
but humanity is not alien

694
00:32:05,830 --> 00:32:02,559
to this planet though we are part of

695
00:32:08,149 --> 00:32:05,840
humanity humanity as a title is not

696
00:32:09,190 --> 00:32:08,159
alien to this planet because this planet

697
00:32:10,470 --> 00:32:09,200
was created

698
00:32:13,509 --> 00:32:10,480
for

699
00:32:14,950 --> 00:32:13,519
humanity and the vanity and the

700
00:32:16,070 --> 00:32:14,960
horseshoes and hand grenades that we're

701
00:32:18,710 --> 00:32:16,080
going through

702
00:32:19,830 --> 00:32:18,720
or to bring us to that place of unity

703
00:32:21,669 --> 00:32:19,840
this is

704
00:32:23,830 --> 00:32:21,679
all this stuff is being used as a bridge

705
00:32:26,070 --> 00:32:23,840
or an instrument to bring us to that

706
00:32:28,470 --> 00:32:26,080
saving grace

707
00:32:30,630 --> 00:32:28,480
do you what is the crosby stills nation

708
00:32:32,389 --> 00:32:30,640
uh young song or whatever that uh it

709
00:32:34,789 --> 00:32:32,399
might have been joanie mitchell's song

710
00:32:37,190 --> 00:32:34,799
but it was uh we are stardust

711
00:32:40,870 --> 00:32:37,200
we are trying oh that's woodstock yeah

712
00:32:44,789 --> 00:32:40,880
woodstock well i came upon a child of

713
00:32:46,950 --> 00:32:44,799
god he was walking along the road

714
00:32:49,909 --> 00:32:46,960
and i asked himself

715
00:32:50,950 --> 00:32:49,919
young and mr tommy yeah

716
00:32:53,190 --> 00:32:50,960
yeah

717
00:32:55,269 --> 00:32:53,200
what a great what a great choice man

718
00:32:58,389 --> 00:32:55,279
yeah absolutely lyrics too

719
00:33:00,470 --> 00:32:58,399
yeah they were out there or in there

720
00:33:03,590 --> 00:33:00,480
all right so did you did you actually

721
00:33:07,029 --> 00:33:03,600
answer the question about if you had any

722
00:33:08,950 --> 00:33:07,039
attributes of any version of god it

723
00:33:10,630 --> 00:33:08,960
doesn't matter what version of god but

724
00:33:13,029 --> 00:33:10,640
any attributes that you'd like to

725
00:33:15,669 --> 00:33:13,039
incorporate into the version of yourself

726
00:33:16,710 --> 00:33:15,679
right now what would what would they be

727
00:33:19,909 --> 00:33:16,720
you know

728
00:33:24,149 --> 00:33:19,919
yeah um one would be absolute abundance

729
00:33:26,470 --> 00:33:25,750
something that's been near and dear to

730
00:33:28,950 --> 00:33:26,480
me

731
00:33:31,509 --> 00:33:28,960
recently one because it is a challenge

732
00:33:33,430 --> 00:33:31,519
two it's an act a self accolade it's a

733
00:33:35,750 --> 00:33:33,440
mountain it's a goal

734
00:33:38,149 --> 00:33:35,760
by all means i am actually where

735
00:33:40,149 --> 00:33:38,159
everything is wonderful fine peachy and

736
00:33:41,590 --> 00:33:40,159
cozy

737
00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:41,600
i choose

738
00:33:44,950 --> 00:33:43,760
a deep deeper level of that a greater

739
00:33:47,350 --> 00:33:44,960
level of that

740
00:33:50,549 --> 00:33:47,360
so i've been working on the aspect of

741
00:33:53,110 --> 00:33:50,559
abundance in the form of wealth

742
00:33:57,269 --> 00:33:53,120
prosperity abundance on all levels that

743
00:34:02,149 --> 00:33:59,830
working not on but working in dialing in

744
00:34:04,149 --> 00:34:02,159
the frequency of

745
00:34:07,269 --> 00:34:04,159
to where there's no more worry effort

746
00:34:10,550 --> 00:34:07,279
strain or even gain i just know that i'm

747
00:34:14,869 --> 00:34:10,560
in this frequency is to tune into

748
00:34:20,629 --> 00:34:16,389
even when it's not

749
00:34:22,310 --> 00:34:20,639
everything's perfect because even when

750
00:34:24,869 --> 00:34:22,320
it's not has to do with me doing the

751
00:34:27,349 --> 00:34:24,879
work not it's not what's really going on

752
00:34:29,909 --> 00:34:27,359
it has to do with what i think is not

753
00:34:35,669 --> 00:34:32,069
so in in hinduism

754
00:34:36,629 --> 00:34:35,679
and in in yoga you know the chakras and

755
00:34:39,109 --> 00:34:36,639
so on

756
00:34:41,909 --> 00:34:39,119
they they have the seven chakras and at

757
00:34:44,629 --> 00:34:41,919
the throat chakra they they consider

758
00:34:47,430 --> 00:34:44,639
that they call them sutras

759
00:34:48,550 --> 00:34:47,440
and uh but with the heart show actually

760
00:34:50,389 --> 00:34:48,560
let's start with the heart but i'm going

761
00:34:53,270 --> 00:34:50,399
to really get to the throat the heart

762
00:34:54,470 --> 00:34:53,280
chakra is uh peace

763
00:34:56,629 --> 00:34:54,480
harmony

764
00:35:00,150 --> 00:34:56,639
laughter and love

765
00:35:02,630 --> 00:35:00,160
actually the one below it is actually

766
00:35:04,950 --> 00:35:02,640
interesting that one is uh your solar

767
00:35:07,589 --> 00:35:04,960
plexus and that's uh

768
00:35:10,310 --> 00:35:07,599
uh basically like thy kingdom come thy

769
00:35:13,910 --> 00:35:10,320
will be done on earth as it is in heaven

770
00:35:15,430 --> 00:35:13,920
what that is is desire what you desire

771
00:35:16,710 --> 00:35:15,440
it was right there

772
00:35:23,510 --> 00:35:16,720
intention

773
00:35:25,430 --> 00:35:23,520
uh will to do it the will to do it will

774
00:35:26,870 --> 00:35:25,440
and destiny

775
00:35:28,870 --> 00:35:26,880
thy kingdom come

776
00:35:31,510 --> 00:35:28,880
that the kingdom that you desire will

777
00:35:34,550 --> 00:35:31,520
come to you if your will to do it is

778
00:35:35,910 --> 00:35:34,560
strong enough thy will be done on earth

779
00:35:38,950 --> 00:35:35,920
physically

780
00:35:40,550 --> 00:35:38,960
as it is in heaven your spirit

781
00:35:42,710 --> 00:35:40,560
and and so

782
00:35:44,790 --> 00:35:42,720
your spiritual destiny becomes part of

783
00:35:46,230 --> 00:35:44,800
that and then your heart

784
00:35:48,710 --> 00:35:46,240
so that's that's right here with your at

785
00:35:51,750 --> 00:35:48,720
your solar plexus the next one up is

786
00:35:53,510 --> 00:35:51,760
your heart and your heart's peace

787
00:35:57,829 --> 00:35:53,520
harmony

788
00:36:01,589 --> 00:35:57,839
nature and every by everybody and

789
00:36:04,310 --> 00:36:01,599
everything uh peace harmony laughter and

790
00:36:06,390 --> 00:36:04,320
love and and then that starts to open

791
00:36:07,910 --> 00:36:06,400
the whole channel for you and then

792
00:36:10,069 --> 00:36:07,920
here's the throat chakra this is what

793
00:36:11,910 --> 00:36:10,079
i'm getting to for you and and you know

794
00:36:14,470 --> 00:36:11,920
we do this we call up our friends hey

795
00:36:16,470 --> 00:36:14,480
how you doing i'm doing good i'm doing

796
00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:16,480
really good and see no one's gonna know

797
00:36:19,510 --> 00:36:17,359
you're not

798
00:36:22,310 --> 00:36:19,520
i can hear it in your voice right yeah

799
00:36:24,790 --> 00:36:22,320
i'm doing good no you see you can hear

800
00:36:26,710 --> 00:36:24,800
you're locked up right and you're

801
00:36:29,190 --> 00:36:26,720
choking on your words right you're

802
00:36:31,349 --> 00:36:29,200
choking on your words so we do this with

803
00:36:34,310 --> 00:36:31,359
singers in fact you do this when you're

804
00:36:37,030 --> 00:36:34,320
singing you drop into this round rich

805
00:36:39,670 --> 00:36:37,040
tone and you let things go so when your

806
00:36:42,150 --> 00:36:39,680
throat chakra is right

807
00:36:44,630 --> 00:36:42,160
your harmony of all your chakras start

808
00:36:47,190 --> 00:36:44,640
to get more right and so when you're

809
00:36:49,589 --> 00:36:47,200
when you get in alignment right the

810
00:36:51,430 --> 00:36:49,599
throat goes right or the when the throat

811
00:36:53,030 --> 00:36:51,440
goes right the rest of us go right

812
00:36:55,349 --> 00:36:53,040
meaning we get in harmony with our

813
00:36:57,829 --> 00:36:55,359
frequency of in

814
00:37:00,390 --> 00:36:57,839
of ourselves so in the throat shock or

815
00:37:03,109 --> 00:37:00,400
here's where it is

816
00:37:04,630 --> 00:37:03,119
uh desire

817
00:37:08,390 --> 00:37:04,640
uh

818
00:37:09,750 --> 00:37:08,400
excuse me affluence it's affluence

819
00:37:10,950 --> 00:37:09,760
that's what we're talking about

820
00:37:13,510 --> 00:37:10,960
affluence

821
00:37:14,710 --> 00:37:13,520
so if being affluent

822
00:37:16,310 --> 00:37:14,720
and and

823
00:37:18,790 --> 00:37:16,320
affluence

824
00:37:19,750 --> 00:37:18,800
shouldn't be only limited to me me me

825
00:37:22,710 --> 00:37:19,760
because the

826
00:37:25,109 --> 00:37:22,720
you go back to that intention down here

827
00:37:27,430 --> 00:37:25,119
when you're when your affluence says i

828
00:37:30,470 --> 00:37:27,440
need another ferrari

829
00:37:31,430 --> 00:37:30,480
i need a different color ferrari i need

830
00:37:34,390 --> 00:37:31,440
no

831
00:37:37,030 --> 00:37:34,400
when your affluence has a purpose behind

832
00:37:39,589 --> 00:37:37,040
it an intention behind it it starts to

833
00:37:41,990 --> 00:37:39,599
open up your throat because when you

834
00:37:45,109 --> 00:37:42,000
start to open up the channel

835
00:37:46,550 --> 00:37:45,119
that you need abundance so you can give

836
00:37:49,109 --> 00:37:46,560
abundance

837
00:37:51,990 --> 00:37:49,119
and so you can bring joy to others you

838
00:37:54,950 --> 00:37:52,000
can share the message the gifts that you

839
00:37:57,430 --> 00:37:54,960
have on the planet with others so then

840
00:37:59,589 --> 00:37:57,440
so affluence shouldn't be a selfish

841
00:38:02,150 --> 00:37:59,599
thing it should be a wee wee wee thing

842
00:38:03,670 --> 00:38:02,160
giving giving so affluence is one of

843
00:38:06,870 --> 00:38:03,680
those

844
00:38:09,829 --> 00:38:06,880
affluence abundance is the next one and

845
00:38:11,430 --> 00:38:09,839
that's so much abundance that you have

846
00:38:15,030 --> 00:38:11,440
so much

847
00:38:17,190 --> 00:38:15,040
storehouse to give away and when you

848
00:38:20,390 --> 00:38:17,200
when you record all that

849
00:38:22,790 --> 00:38:20,400
lock it all up it's like taking

850
00:38:24,710 --> 00:38:22,800
40 000 rolls of toilet paper and filling

851
00:38:26,710 --> 00:38:24,720
your house up with toilet paper you

852
00:38:28,630 --> 00:38:26,720
can't walk through the house anymore you

853
00:38:30,630 --> 00:38:28,640
can't do your business anymore you can't

854
00:38:33,109 --> 00:38:30,640
even get like get through it so

855
00:38:34,790 --> 00:38:33,119
sometimes when we hoard

856
00:38:37,589 --> 00:38:34,800
in our dreams and visions and

857
00:38:39,990 --> 00:38:37,599
manifestation we lock ourselves up with

858
00:38:42,630 --> 00:38:40,000
with that abundance you know we don't we

859
00:38:44,950 --> 00:38:42,640
don't give it away so when you're back

860
00:38:47,910 --> 00:38:44,960
to the intention down here when our

861
00:38:50,310 --> 00:38:47,920
intention is clear

862
00:38:53,270 --> 00:38:50,320
your desire your intention your will to

863
00:38:56,390 --> 00:38:53,280
do it and your destiny is is there

864
00:38:59,349 --> 00:38:56,400
then your abundance starts to open up so

865
00:39:01,349 --> 00:38:59,359
uh affluence abundance and here's the

866
00:39:04,069 --> 00:39:01,359
next one the third one the big one

867
00:39:06,870 --> 00:39:04,079
discernment and discernment is a funny

868
00:39:08,790 --> 00:39:06,880
one discernment is is is

869
00:39:11,670 --> 00:39:08,800
who are you giving it to

870
00:39:13,910 --> 00:39:11,680
who are you connecting with and they say

871
00:39:16,710 --> 00:39:13,920
you're about as rich and about as

872
00:39:19,430 --> 00:39:16,720
creative and about as kind and about as

873
00:39:21,670 --> 00:39:19,440
cool as the top five people you're

874
00:39:23,109 --> 00:39:21,680
hanging out with and i've i've heard

875
00:39:25,990 --> 00:39:23,119
i've heard a funny

876
00:39:27,750 --> 00:39:26,000
saying that you know if you're depressed

877
00:39:29,270 --> 00:39:27,760
maybe you gotta just look around at who

878
00:39:31,430 --> 00:39:29,280
you're hanging out with and if you're

879
00:39:33,670 --> 00:39:31,440
hanging out with a bunch of jackasses

880
00:39:35,990 --> 00:39:33,680
that might be why you're depressed so

881
00:39:38,230 --> 00:39:36,000
you might want to up your game so you

882
00:39:40,310 --> 00:39:38,240
know if you're if you're in a band with

883
00:39:42,950 --> 00:39:40,320
four people that are just making lousy

884
00:39:45,990 --> 00:39:42,960
music you're gonna make lousy music

885
00:39:46,950 --> 00:39:46,000
and so when you up your game to suddenly

886
00:39:49,750 --> 00:39:46,960
i'm

887
00:39:53,270 --> 00:39:49,760
connecting with with other people that

888
00:39:55,510 --> 00:39:53,280
are wanting and desiring to give and

889
00:39:57,589 --> 00:39:55,520
abundant and flow

890
00:39:59,829 --> 00:39:57,599
and and and they have gifts that you

891
00:40:01,430 --> 00:39:59,839
don't even have then you can watch them

892
00:40:04,950 --> 00:40:01,440
and get better and you can give them

893
00:40:07,430 --> 00:40:04,960
some of your gifts so up your game so

894
00:40:09,670 --> 00:40:07,440
uh affluence abundance

895
00:40:10,990 --> 00:40:09,680
discernment and the other one that's

896
00:40:13,829 --> 00:40:11,000
part of that is

897
00:40:15,910 --> 00:40:13,839
creativity your creativity it's all

898
00:40:18,309 --> 00:40:15,920
right here in the throat chakra and so

899
00:40:20,470 --> 00:40:18,319
your creativity so are you really what

900
00:40:21,910 --> 00:40:20,480
are you creating are you you know i

901
00:40:23,910 --> 00:40:21,920
would just want to create money for

902
00:40:25,829 --> 00:40:23,920
myself well it's probably not going to

903
00:40:27,910 --> 00:40:25,839
happen very easily it's going to be a

904
00:40:29,910 --> 00:40:27,920
wrestling match and as easily as it

905
00:40:32,950 --> 00:40:29,920
shows up it might just disappear that

906
00:40:35,750 --> 00:40:32,960
easy so when you create something that's

907
00:40:37,589 --> 00:40:35,760
good for the world or good for we

908
00:40:38,790 --> 00:40:37,599
it starts to stick

909
00:40:41,430 --> 00:40:38,800
and so

910
00:40:43,589 --> 00:40:41,440
if it's denser it has a lot more meaning

911
00:40:45,430 --> 00:40:43,599
so it makes it a lot more true a lot

912
00:40:47,589 --> 00:40:45,440
more quicker yeah

913
00:40:48,230 --> 00:40:47,599
right love it please continue oh no i

914
00:40:49,829 --> 00:40:48,240
mean

915
00:40:51,910 --> 00:40:49,839
that's pretty much you know that's a

916
00:40:54,470 --> 00:40:51,920
good enough that's amazing yeah because

917
00:40:56,470 --> 00:40:54,480
when i know when you make it when i

918
00:40:58,550 --> 00:40:56,480
don't make it about me well it takes the

919
00:41:00,150 --> 00:40:58,560
me to do it i get that and you deserve

920
00:41:01,030 --> 00:41:00,160
what you need to get for yourself i get

921
00:41:03,910 --> 00:41:01,040
all that

922
00:41:06,150 --> 00:41:03,920
but when the fundamental nature of what

923
00:41:08,069 --> 00:41:06,160
you're doing is about that and again i

924
00:41:10,630 --> 00:41:08,079
want to support brian something else the

925
00:41:12,230 --> 00:41:10,640
throat chakra is is about speaking it's

926
00:41:14,710 --> 00:41:12,240
about expression

927
00:41:19,510 --> 00:41:14,720
the power of the spoken word the power

928
00:41:24,069 --> 00:41:22,550
so when you begin to open up this center

929
00:41:26,470 --> 00:41:24,079
of yourself

930
00:41:27,910 --> 00:41:26,480
things begin to become thick like you

931
00:41:29,190 --> 00:41:27,920
know you can want things for yourself

932
00:41:32,069 --> 00:41:29,200
and that's all cool you want the parking

933
00:41:33,829 --> 00:41:32,079
space great what makes little even more

934
00:41:35,190 --> 00:41:33,839
great is if you want the parking space

935
00:41:36,950 --> 00:41:35,200
because you're going to do something

936
00:41:38,710 --> 00:41:36,960
with the parking space that you want so

937
00:41:40,870 --> 00:41:38,720
bad what are you going to do with that

938
00:41:42,710 --> 00:41:40,880
maybe to help other people so it almost

939
00:41:44,950 --> 00:41:42,720
so to speak guarantees you're going to

940
00:41:48,470 --> 00:41:44,960
get what you want a lot quicker

941
00:41:50,550 --> 00:41:48,480
because it's not about you it's about

942
00:41:52,950 --> 00:41:50,560
everyone which is the power is in the

943
00:41:55,349 --> 00:41:52,960
collective so automatically immediately

944
00:41:57,430 --> 00:41:55,359
you get everyone on your side

945
00:41:59,270 --> 00:41:57,440
now the thing you may be asking for may

946
00:42:00,829 --> 00:41:59,280
take

947
00:42:05,430 --> 00:42:00,839
however long it

948
00:42:08,069 --> 00:42:05,440
needs there is a period of learning

949
00:42:09,990 --> 00:42:08,079
turning burning churning yearning

950
00:42:12,069 --> 00:42:10,000
to get to that place it's it's that's

951
00:42:14,390 --> 00:42:12,079
the whole thing of it it's a game we're

952
00:42:15,829 --> 00:42:14,400
doing this because we eternally have

953
00:42:18,150 --> 00:42:15,839
been bored

954
00:42:19,829 --> 00:42:18,160
bored just sitting in eternally uh the

955
00:42:21,750 --> 00:42:19,839
angels are pretty and they sing really

956
00:42:24,150 --> 00:42:21,760
good i want to go down the earth and get

957
00:42:26,870 --> 00:42:24,160
on the roller coaster man

958
00:42:29,670 --> 00:42:26,880
and so we slam into these traumatic

959
00:42:31,349 --> 00:42:29,680
experiences come out into this dense

960
00:42:33,670 --> 00:42:31,359
meatball

961
00:42:35,670 --> 00:42:33,680
only to get paint on the hiney when you

962
00:42:38,309 --> 00:42:35,680
do something bad

963
00:42:40,150 --> 00:42:38,319
i think we're doing pretty good

964
00:42:42,309 --> 00:42:40,160
all right so let me let me add to what

965
00:42:44,870 --> 00:42:42,319
we just said desire intention will

966
00:42:47,829 --> 00:42:44,880
destiny peace harmony laughter love and

967
00:42:50,790 --> 00:42:47,839
then affluence abundance discernment you

968
00:42:53,190 --> 00:42:50,800
know uh in creativity so here's here's

969
00:42:56,309 --> 00:42:53,200
here's your add to that because all that

970
00:42:58,630 --> 00:42:56,319
you just said it stretched it further

971
00:42:59,829 --> 00:42:58,640
now we go to what you and i talk about a

972
00:43:01,829 --> 00:42:59,839
lot too

973
00:43:03,349 --> 00:43:01,839
you can think it think it think it into

974
00:43:05,910 --> 00:43:03,359
it into being

975
00:43:08,470 --> 00:43:05,920
you can work physically it into into

976
00:43:10,230 --> 00:43:08,480
being or you can believe it

977
00:43:13,829 --> 00:43:10,240
so the physical

978
00:43:16,870 --> 00:43:13,839
is is this work work work thing the

979
00:43:19,109 --> 00:43:16,880
mental is all this dreaming and so when

980
00:43:21,670 --> 00:43:19,119
when we when often people talk about

981
00:43:23,349 --> 00:43:21,680
manifesting manifest just think it and

982
00:43:25,990 --> 00:43:23,359
it's gonna show up

983
00:43:27,910 --> 00:43:26,000
no you gotta feel it you actually

984
00:43:29,349 --> 00:43:27,920
literally have to feel it you and i

985
00:43:31,670 --> 00:43:29,359
talked about the first time you and i

986
00:43:33,910 --> 00:43:31,680
were ever con connected i'm i'm i don't

987
00:43:35,589 --> 00:43:33,920
know five years ago or seven years ago i

988
00:43:37,510 --> 00:43:35,599
don't know when we started connecting

989
00:43:40,069 --> 00:43:37,520
but we spent a while bro it's been a

990
00:43:41,190 --> 00:43:40,079
while and you're right feeling is the

991
00:43:43,750 --> 00:43:41,200
none of it

992
00:43:46,630 --> 00:43:43,760
everything else it falls behind feeling

993
00:43:48,390 --> 00:43:46,640
if you can dial in the feeling

994
00:43:49,190 --> 00:43:48,400
like you're saying it's yours

995
00:43:52,230 --> 00:43:49,200
yeah

996
00:43:55,030 --> 00:43:52,240
i think you and i talked about these

997
00:43:57,270 --> 00:43:55,040
funny stories of like uh lamborghini or

998
00:43:59,829 --> 00:43:57,280
ferrari or something you want the red

999
00:44:02,470 --> 00:43:59,839
ferrari yeah you want the red ferrari

1000
00:44:04,230 --> 00:44:02,480
you know at some point uh in the process

1001
00:44:05,750 --> 00:44:04,240
of getting the red ferrari it's not the

1002
00:44:08,470 --> 00:44:05,760
red ferrari you're after it's the

1003
00:44:10,710 --> 00:44:08,480
feeling that you have once you go get to

1004
00:44:13,510 --> 00:44:10,720
get in the ferrari i'm i'm someone

1005
00:44:16,230 --> 00:44:13,520
special and then you attract attention

1006
00:44:18,630 --> 00:44:16,240
that way but i am someone special

1007
00:44:21,270 --> 00:44:18,640
because you finally start believing

1008
00:44:24,069 --> 00:44:21,280
you are someone special and without the

1009
00:44:26,390 --> 00:44:24,079
ferrari you didn't believe it so if you

1010
00:44:29,589 --> 00:44:26,400
start to believe you are someone special

1011
00:44:31,829 --> 00:44:29,599
and you have something to give the world

1012
00:44:33,750 --> 00:44:31,839
and and you really want to improve the

1013
00:44:36,390 --> 00:44:33,760
world and share your gifts with the

1014
00:44:39,670 --> 00:44:36,400
world then all of a sudden that

1015
00:44:41,270 --> 00:44:39,680
manifestation that intention that desire

1016
00:44:43,270 --> 00:44:41,280
it starts opening up

1017
00:44:45,349 --> 00:44:43,280
your will it's another level of power

1018
00:44:47,109 --> 00:44:45,359
yeah it's another level of power

1019
00:44:49,510 --> 00:44:47,119
basically

1020
00:44:51,829 --> 00:44:49,520
god if we will says

1021
00:44:53,510 --> 00:44:51,839
i think he's starting to understand let

1022
00:44:55,589 --> 00:44:53,520
me give you a little more

1023
00:44:57,030 --> 00:44:55,599
a little more power see what you do with

1024
00:44:58,950 --> 00:44:57,040
that

1025
00:45:00,790 --> 00:44:58,960
and someone realized it's okay to want

1026
00:45:03,109 --> 00:45:00,800
what you want

1027
00:45:04,550 --> 00:45:03,119
but in the inclusion of other people in

1028
00:45:06,309 --> 00:45:04,560
other words get what you want ask for

1029
00:45:08,230 --> 00:45:06,319
what you want ask them you shall receive

1030
00:45:09,750 --> 00:45:08,240
now how can i use this red ferrari to

1031
00:45:11,589 --> 00:45:09,760
help other people maybe i can use that

1032
00:45:12,870 --> 00:45:11,599
as a teaching tool and now the universe

1033
00:45:15,270 --> 00:45:12,880
says ah

1034
00:45:18,630 --> 00:45:15,280
we yeah we can let you use this teaching

1035
00:45:20,870 --> 00:45:18,640
too to help us sort of idea um this has

1036
00:45:22,309 --> 00:45:20,880
been my whole life for 30 years you know

1037
00:45:23,910 --> 00:45:22,319
i went through a dark night of the soul

1038
00:45:25,349 --> 00:45:23,920
long story short we all know keith's

1039
00:45:27,670 --> 00:45:25,359
that's dory

1040
00:45:29,750 --> 00:45:27,680
oh but it's changed it's changed

1041
00:45:31,430 --> 00:45:29,760
everything for me and even in the dark

1042
00:45:33,349 --> 00:45:31,440
night of the soul in the evil and

1043
00:45:35,589 --> 00:45:33,359
darkness that it seemed it was in

1044
00:45:37,589 --> 00:45:35,599
hindsight it is the most sacred thing

1045
00:45:39,190 --> 00:45:37,599
that's one of the most sacred things

1046
00:45:41,190 --> 00:45:39,200
that's ever happened to me

1047
00:45:43,030 --> 00:45:41,200
so that brings us back to horseshoes

1048
00:45:44,710 --> 00:45:43,040
and hanging names you know

1049
00:45:46,550 --> 00:45:44,720
sometimes we put on our heart shoes we

1050
00:45:47,510 --> 00:45:46,560
have horsepower and we trudge to the mud

1051
00:45:50,309 --> 00:45:47,520
and

1052
00:45:52,150 --> 00:45:50,319
bunch of

1053
00:45:54,230 --> 00:45:52,160
and we bite into it

1054
00:45:55,910 --> 00:45:54,240
sometimes it pays off and sometimes

1055
00:45:57,270 --> 00:45:55,920
we're in debt and it becomes hand

1056
00:45:59,349 --> 00:45:57,280
grenades

1057
00:46:01,910 --> 00:45:59,359
you know this is the time in right now

1058
00:46:04,069 --> 00:46:01,920
we we've been in a low for a while

1059
00:46:05,390 --> 00:46:04,079
when some cray-cray some

1060
00:46:06,950 --> 00:46:05,400
believe it or not

1061
00:46:09,510 --> 00:46:06,960
well-deserved

1062
00:46:11,430 --> 00:46:09,520
locked up great great the earth needed

1063
00:46:12,790 --> 00:46:11,440
it that's for sure it gave her a

1064
00:46:15,190 --> 00:46:12,800
collective breath

1065
00:46:16,950 --> 00:46:15,200
collect two collector breath it gave us

1066
00:46:19,829 --> 00:46:16,960
all the same breath strangely through

1067
00:46:23,270 --> 00:46:19,839
this lock up

1068
00:46:24,710 --> 00:46:23,280
the world simply became united

1069
00:46:27,270 --> 00:46:24,720
people all over the world singing to

1070
00:46:28,790 --> 00:46:27,280
each other and bad balconies in italy

1071
00:46:30,470 --> 00:46:28,800
because

1072
00:46:31,510 --> 00:46:30,480
you know we're going crazy being locked

1073
00:46:32,950 --> 00:46:31,520
up

1074
00:46:35,589 --> 00:46:32,960
but i think

1075
00:46:37,510 --> 00:46:35,599
the locking up is what gives us the

1076
00:46:39,829 --> 00:46:37,520
opposite reflection of what that is

1077
00:46:41,829 --> 00:46:39,839
which is liberation

1078
00:46:45,109 --> 00:46:41,839
we had enough and right now we've been

1079
00:46:47,349 --> 00:46:45,119
in the law since the whole

1080
00:46:48,710 --> 00:46:47,359
coronage

1081
00:46:50,710 --> 00:46:48,720
subsided

1082
00:46:53,109 --> 00:46:50,720
now they're trying to hit us in the face

1083
00:46:55,430 --> 00:46:53,119
sling monkey in our face

1084
00:46:57,430 --> 00:46:55,440
my apologies however anyone feels to me

1085
00:46:59,990 --> 00:46:57,440
it's monkey i'm expressing myself

1086
00:47:04,230 --> 00:47:00,000
it's monkey so all that being said

1087
00:47:07,510 --> 00:47:06,230
get your breath get your provisions and

1088
00:47:08,710 --> 00:47:07,520
i don't mean out of fear don't go to the

1089
00:47:09,829 --> 00:47:08,720
store and buy everything in the store a

1090
00:47:12,550 --> 00:47:09,839
whole bunch of toilet paper i mean get

1091
00:47:14,550 --> 00:47:12,560
you be your provisions you

1092
00:47:17,829 --> 00:47:14,560
get yourself together because another

1093
00:47:20,069 --> 00:47:17,839
another round is coming in the beast

1094
00:47:22,390 --> 00:47:20,079
while we get our breath to exhale and

1095
00:47:24,710 --> 00:47:22,400
breathe a little bit in this law

1096
00:47:26,309 --> 00:47:24,720
the beast is collecting his breath for

1097
00:47:30,790 --> 00:47:26,319
another haul

1098
00:47:35,510 --> 00:47:33,510
i'm i'm looking up right now this uh the

1099
00:47:37,270 --> 00:47:35,520
saying that i used to speak about with

1100
00:47:40,150 --> 00:47:37,280
you uh

1101
00:47:41,190 --> 00:47:40,160
uh and i i i want to read it to uh to

1102
00:47:43,750 --> 00:47:41,200
everyone

1103
00:47:46,230 --> 00:47:43,760
uh but it might take me a second here so

1104
00:47:48,870 --> 00:47:46,240
bro take your time brian uh

1105
00:47:51,589 --> 00:47:48,880
let's see uh uh here we go

1106
00:47:52,390 --> 00:47:51,599
so um i'm just gonna read it out loud

1107
00:47:53,990 --> 00:47:52,400
here

1108
00:47:55,670 --> 00:47:54,000
um

1109
00:47:57,990 --> 00:47:55,680
so

1110
00:47:59,990 --> 00:47:58,000
first of all it says this is just

1111
00:48:02,390 --> 00:48:00,000
somebody else who wrote this

1112
00:48:05,349 --> 00:48:02,400
and um

1113
00:48:06,390 --> 00:48:05,359
i actually am friends with minnie hopi

1114
00:48:08,549 --> 00:48:06,400
and some

1115
00:48:11,109 --> 00:48:08,559
hopi elder friends of mine that have

1116
00:48:12,230 --> 00:48:11,119
passed away i talked to him about this

1117
00:48:15,430 --> 00:48:12,240
and

1118
00:48:19,270 --> 00:48:15,440
this is act attributed to an unnamed

1119
00:48:22,230 --> 00:48:19,280
hopi elder and hopi nation narrati

1120
00:48:25,190 --> 00:48:22,240
uh arizona and but

1121
00:48:26,230 --> 00:48:25,200
what my one hopi elder friend has passed

1122
00:48:27,910 --> 00:48:26,240
away

1123
00:48:31,349 --> 00:48:27,920
um

1124
00:48:33,750 --> 00:48:31,359
said is this might have been an elder

1125
00:48:37,270 --> 00:48:33,760
named lansa it might have been from the

1126
00:48:38,230 --> 00:48:37,280
1950s or 60s he was the chief or in some

1127
00:48:40,790 --> 00:48:38,240
level

1128
00:48:43,589 --> 00:48:40,800
and um i don't know

1129
00:48:44,950 --> 00:48:43,599
but it's a beautiful writing even if no

1130
00:48:49,030 --> 00:48:44,960
one

1131
00:48:51,670 --> 00:48:49,040
um now hopi hopi indians are out there

1132
00:48:53,510 --> 00:48:51,680
in arizona and they have three mesas

1133
00:48:55,510 --> 00:48:53,520
and i i've happened to

1134
00:48:57,829 --> 00:48:55,520
do some ceremonies with them over the

1135
00:48:59,270 --> 00:48:57,839
years and had an incredible time and i

1136
00:49:01,510 --> 00:48:59,280
learned a lot

1137
00:49:03,510 --> 00:49:01,520
from them and their connection to the

1138
00:49:05,910 --> 00:49:03,520
earth and each other

1139
00:49:08,710 --> 00:49:05,920
and um

1140
00:49:11,430 --> 00:49:08,720
they they've been known to speak of the

1141
00:49:13,750 --> 00:49:11,440
end of the world and in their hopi

1142
00:49:16,630 --> 00:49:13,760
elders they have a thing called prophecy

1143
00:49:17,589 --> 00:49:16,640
rock and and they they in

1144
00:49:19,990 --> 00:49:17,599
within

1145
00:49:21,829 --> 00:49:20,000
the lead up to 2012 everyone is saying

1146
00:49:24,309 --> 00:49:21,839
oh it's the end of the world

1147
00:49:25,910 --> 00:49:24,319
and the hopi and many other indigenous

1148
00:49:28,150 --> 00:49:25,920
cultures were actually saying it's not

1149
00:49:30,710 --> 00:49:28,160
the end of the world it's the end of the

1150
00:49:33,829 --> 00:49:30,720
world as we know it

1151
00:49:36,470 --> 00:49:33,839
and uh there's a hopi elder

1152
00:49:40,710 --> 00:49:36,480
named uh thomas minyaka

1153
00:49:43,270 --> 00:49:40,720
who was uh spoke at united nations

1154
00:49:45,750 --> 00:49:43,280
back after we finally got the ability to

1155
00:49:48,950 --> 00:49:45,760
destroy the entire planet

1156
00:49:50,309 --> 00:49:48,960
uh with nuclear weapons he spoke

1157
00:49:51,109 --> 00:49:50,319
that uh

1158
00:49:55,750 --> 00:49:51,119
we

1159
00:49:58,630 --> 00:49:55,760
was

1160
00:50:01,270 --> 00:49:58,640
prophesized by the hopi and it needed to

1161
00:50:03,510 --> 00:50:01,280
no longer we we needed to raise our

1162
00:50:05,190 --> 00:50:03,520
consciousness to not destroy each other

1163
00:50:06,230 --> 00:50:05,200
and destroy the planet

1164
00:50:07,270 --> 00:50:06,240
so

1165
00:50:09,750 --> 00:50:07,280
uh

1166
00:50:12,790 --> 00:50:09,760
this might have come back right in the

1167
00:50:16,230 --> 00:50:12,800
1950s it might have been leading up to

1168
00:50:18,950 --> 00:50:16,240
2012 i've seen this same quote written

1169
00:50:20,150 --> 00:50:18,960
up that it was the year 2000

1170
00:50:23,030 --> 00:50:20,160
i don't know

1171
00:50:24,630 --> 00:50:23,040
um but it's a great it's it's about four

1172
00:50:28,309 --> 00:50:24,640
paragraphs

1173
00:50:29,270 --> 00:50:28,319
and it's it's sort of good for any day

1174
00:50:32,069 --> 00:50:29,280
um

1175
00:50:35,270 --> 00:50:32,079
and it ends with what that guy thomas

1176
00:50:36,950 --> 00:50:35,280
manyaka said at united nations he said

1177
00:50:41,270 --> 00:50:36,960
we

1178
00:50:42,630 --> 00:50:41,280
let me read you what it all says and

1179
00:50:44,069 --> 00:50:42,640
there's the punch line i'm going to give

1180
00:50:45,510 --> 00:50:44,079
the punch line first we are the ones

1181
00:50:47,910 --> 00:50:45,520
we've been waiting for

1182
00:50:50,790 --> 00:50:47,920
and so here's what it says

1183
00:50:52,710 --> 00:50:50,800
you have been telling people that this

1184
00:50:55,109 --> 00:50:52,720
is the 11th hour

1185
00:50:56,470 --> 00:50:55,119
meaning or the end of times

1186
00:50:59,829 --> 00:50:56,480
you've been telling people that this is

1187
00:51:03,270 --> 00:50:59,839
the 11th hour now you must go back and

1188
00:51:05,190 --> 00:51:03,280
tell the people that this is the hour

1189
00:51:06,950 --> 00:51:05,200
and that there are things to be

1190
00:51:09,510 --> 00:51:06,960
considered

1191
00:51:11,670 --> 00:51:09,520
where are you living

1192
00:51:14,630 --> 00:51:11,680
what are you doing

1193
00:51:18,309 --> 00:51:14,640
what are your relationships

1194
00:51:20,630 --> 00:51:18,319
are you in right relation

1195
00:51:27,910 --> 00:51:20,640
where is your water

1196
00:51:30,870 --> 00:51:27,920
know your garden

1197
00:51:33,430 --> 00:51:30,880
it is time to

1198
00:51:37,190 --> 00:51:33,440
get your fruit

1199
00:51:38,309 --> 00:51:37,200
create your community be good to each

1200
00:51:41,829 --> 00:51:38,319
other

1201
00:51:43,030 --> 00:51:41,839
do not look outside of yourself for the

1202
00:51:44,710 --> 00:51:43,040
leader

1203
00:51:46,230 --> 00:51:44,720
then he clasped his hands together and

1204
00:51:49,510 --> 00:51:46,240
smiled and said

1205
00:51:51,829 --> 00:51:49,520
this could be a good time

1206
00:51:55,030 --> 00:51:51,839
there is a river flowing now

1207
00:51:58,390 --> 00:51:55,040
very fast as the energy rises there is a

1208
00:52:01,750 --> 00:51:58,400
river flowing now very fast and it is so

1209
00:52:03,750 --> 00:52:01,760
great and swift that there are those who

1210
00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:03,760
will be afraid

1211
00:52:08,710 --> 00:52:06,800
they will try to hold on to the shore

1212
00:52:11,109 --> 00:52:08,720
in the spot that they're used to they

1213
00:52:13,430 --> 00:52:11,119
will try to hold on to the shore

1214
00:52:17,990 --> 00:52:13,440
and they will feel that they are being

1215
00:52:22,230 --> 00:52:18,000
torn apart and they will suffer greatly

1216
00:52:26,150 --> 00:52:22,240
know that the river has its destination

1217
00:52:27,030 --> 00:52:26,160
the elders say we must let go of the

1218
00:52:29,190 --> 00:52:27,040
shore

1219
00:52:32,150 --> 00:52:29,200
the place that we're so used to

1220
00:52:34,470 --> 00:52:32,160
we must let go of the shore and push off

1221
00:52:36,470 --> 00:52:34,480
into the middle of the river

1222
00:52:39,109 --> 00:52:36,480
and keep your eyes open

1223
00:52:40,710 --> 00:52:39,119
and our heads above the water

1224
00:52:43,910 --> 00:52:40,720
and i say

1225
00:52:45,670 --> 00:52:43,920
see who is in there with you and

1226
00:52:49,109 --> 00:52:45,680
celebrate

1227
00:52:50,230 --> 00:52:49,119
at this time in history we are to take

1228
00:52:51,990 --> 00:52:50,240
nothing

1229
00:52:55,349 --> 00:52:52,000
personally

1230
00:52:57,430 --> 00:52:55,359
least of all ourselves

1231
00:53:01,030 --> 00:52:57,440
for the moment that we do

1232
00:53:03,109 --> 00:53:01,040
our spiritual growth and journey comes

1233
00:53:07,109 --> 00:53:03,119
to a halt

1234
00:53:09,670 --> 00:53:07,119
the time of the lone wolf is over the

1235
00:53:12,150 --> 00:53:09,680
time of the lone wolf is over

1236
00:53:15,750 --> 00:53:12,160
gather yourselves

1237
00:53:19,589 --> 00:53:15,760
banish the word struggle from your

1238
00:53:21,670 --> 00:53:19,599
attitude and your vocabulary

1239
00:53:25,510 --> 00:53:21,680
all that we do now

1240
00:53:27,270 --> 00:53:25,520
must be done in a sacred manner and in

1241
00:53:29,750 --> 00:53:27,280
celebration

1242
00:53:32,230 --> 00:53:29,760
we are the ones that we've been waiting

1243
00:53:36,790 --> 00:53:33,910
so that's

1244
00:53:38,870 --> 00:53:36,800
that's the piece did you did you get it

1245
00:53:41,109 --> 00:53:38,880
you know

1246
00:53:43,589 --> 00:53:41,119
are you there did i lose you

1247
00:53:55,030 --> 00:53:43,599
i think i lost you

1248
00:53:57,030 --> 00:53:55,040
that hit me hard

1249
00:53:58,790 --> 00:53:57,040
good beautifully

1250
00:54:01,589 --> 00:53:58,800
so i don't think i've ever heard any

1251
00:54:03,829 --> 00:54:01,599
finer words than that yeah and this

1252
00:54:05,829 --> 00:54:03,839
might have been the 1940s right after

1253
00:54:08,950 --> 00:54:05,839
the nuclear blast

1254
00:54:11,510 --> 00:54:08,960
it might have been any time since then

1255
00:54:14,950 --> 00:54:11,520
but um wow my understanding from the

1256
00:54:18,790 --> 00:54:14,960
hopi elder uh elders that i've spoken to

1257
00:54:20,549 --> 00:54:18,800
is this probably happened more like back

1258
00:54:23,990 --> 00:54:20,559
but it's been written you know on the

1259
00:54:25,190 --> 00:54:24,000
internet as 2000 or 2006 or something

1260
00:54:29,109 --> 00:54:25,200
but it's not

1261
00:54:31,270 --> 00:54:29,119
yeah that was so powerfully amazing yeah

1262
00:54:33,990 --> 00:54:31,280
just i didn't i didn't hear the words i

1263
00:54:36,630 --> 00:54:34,000
heard everything but the words and

1264
00:54:38,710 --> 00:54:36,640
in your congrats to you

1265
00:54:41,190 --> 00:54:38,720
and you're reading it

1266
00:54:43,190 --> 00:54:41,200
i felt you channel

1267
00:54:45,349 --> 00:54:43,200
the spirit of it as to as to why it

1268
00:54:48,870 --> 00:54:45,359
affected me that i didn't hear your

1269
00:54:49,750 --> 00:54:48,880
words i heard your love for it yeah my

1270
00:54:51,270 --> 00:54:49,760
thanks

1271
00:54:52,789 --> 00:54:51,280
yeah bro

1272
00:54:54,710 --> 00:54:52,799
what you got coming down the pike for

1273
00:54:56,870 --> 00:54:54,720
you bro what's happening oh you're still

1274
00:54:59,109 --> 00:54:56,880
in that lull like me i get it but

1275
00:55:01,829 --> 00:54:59,119
anything on the horizon

1276
00:55:02,789 --> 00:55:01,839
i've got brilliant things happening uh

1277
00:55:03,750 --> 00:55:02,799
with

1278
00:55:04,829 --> 00:55:03,760
uh

1279
00:55:07,349 --> 00:55:04,839
music

1280
00:55:08,710 --> 00:55:07,359
film television

1281
00:55:11,829 --> 00:55:08,720
um

1282
00:55:14,230 --> 00:55:11,839
photographs that i own that were of 7

1283
00:55:16,390 --> 00:55:14,240
000 rock star celebrities a friend of

1284
00:55:19,510 --> 00:55:16,400
mine left me

1285
00:55:20,789 --> 00:55:19,520
i've got creative ideas i've got my own

1286
00:55:22,309 --> 00:55:20,799
podcast

1287
00:55:25,270 --> 00:55:22,319
i've got uh

1288
00:55:28,230 --> 00:55:25,280
uh health and wellness uh

1289
00:55:31,750 --> 00:55:28,240
websites and ideas that that are going

1290
00:55:34,549 --> 00:55:31,760
i've got marketing and finance things

1291
00:55:36,390 --> 00:55:34,559
um and so i i kind of feel like

1292
00:55:37,990 --> 00:55:36,400
when you're creative

1293
00:55:40,470 --> 00:55:38,000
in one way

1294
00:55:42,950 --> 00:55:40,480
you start to be creative in all ways

1295
00:55:44,230 --> 00:55:42,960
and if if you're in a hole

1296
00:55:46,950 --> 00:55:44,240
uh

1297
00:55:49,670 --> 00:55:46,960
you start by cleaning out your your

1298
00:55:52,470 --> 00:55:49,680
drawer one drawer and then clean out the

1299
00:55:54,390 --> 00:55:52,480
closet the next day and then it starts

1300
00:55:56,789 --> 00:55:54,400
unlocking things and at some point you

1301
00:55:59,190 --> 00:55:56,799
start discovering oh i found my new

1302
00:56:00,470 --> 00:55:59,200
thingy right that i used to love and

1303
00:56:02,870 --> 00:56:00,480
then you start playing with the thingy

1304
00:56:04,549 --> 00:56:02,880
and that creativity shows up and then

1305
00:56:06,789 --> 00:56:04,559
when your creativity suddenly you're

1306
00:56:08,150 --> 00:56:06,799
playing guitar and then suddenly you're

1307
00:56:10,950 --> 00:56:08,160
playing bass and then you're playing

1308
00:56:13,349 --> 00:56:10,960
piano and then you have a tv show idea

1309
00:56:16,230 --> 00:56:13,359
and then you uh want to shoot video and

1310
00:56:17,670 --> 00:56:16,240
then you you start taking photos and

1311
00:56:22,230 --> 00:56:17,680
then you

1312
00:56:23,270 --> 00:56:22,240
and you have a restaurant idea and then

1313
00:56:26,069 --> 00:56:23,280
uh

1314
00:56:28,630 --> 00:56:26,079
you know suddenly a great new menu or

1315
00:56:31,829 --> 00:56:28,640
recipe idea and they all start flowing

1316
00:56:33,910 --> 00:56:31,839
so i think for me

1317
00:56:36,549 --> 00:56:33,920
when you are creative

1318
00:56:38,870 --> 00:56:36,559
it's contagious everything is contagious

1319
00:56:40,470 --> 00:56:38,880
so if i sit there and just watch tv and

1320
00:56:42,470 --> 00:56:40,480
take in crap

1321
00:56:44,789 --> 00:56:42,480
then i start to be crap

1322
00:56:47,190 --> 00:56:44,799
and if i start to actually put out

1323
00:56:49,910 --> 00:56:47,200
something or make something or dream

1324
00:56:51,670 --> 00:56:49,920
something it starts to manifest and it

1325
00:56:52,870 --> 00:56:51,680
it actually gets contagious within

1326
00:56:56,230 --> 00:56:52,880
myself

1327
00:56:59,190 --> 00:56:56,240
and within my community my relationships

1328
00:57:00,630 --> 00:56:59,200
and so on everybody starts doing it and

1329
00:57:03,030 --> 00:57:00,640
the great part is when you have a

1330
00:57:05,430 --> 00:57:03,040
community that everybody's dancing and

1331
00:57:07,990 --> 00:57:05,440
dreaming and creating as big and hard as

1332
00:57:12,390 --> 00:57:08,000
they are and so you know what we said

1333
00:57:14,870 --> 00:57:12,400
earlier if your five best friends aren't

1334
00:57:17,430 --> 00:57:14,880
challenging you to be better then maybe

1335
00:57:20,230 --> 00:57:17,440
you need five new best friends you need

1336
00:57:22,150 --> 00:57:20,240
a game right and get the new band and

1337
00:57:24,710 --> 00:57:22,160
get everybody because you look at those

1338
00:57:25,510 --> 00:57:24,720
great bands that we loved musically

1339
00:57:27,990 --> 00:57:25,520
like

1340
00:57:30,789 --> 00:57:28,000
they were stacked it's just incredible

1341
00:57:33,030 --> 00:57:30,799
guys so it just seems gone i know it's

1342
00:57:35,349 --> 00:57:33,040
not going i can grab a zip album or a

1343
00:57:37,190 --> 00:57:35,359
stixx album or whatever your flavor

1344
00:57:38,789 --> 00:57:37,200
favorite flavor is some guess who and

1345
00:57:40,470 --> 00:57:38,799
like america

1346
00:57:41,430 --> 00:57:40,480
or whatever your flavor is that's cool

1347
00:57:44,069 --> 00:57:41,440
but

1348
00:57:45,829 --> 00:57:44,079
the industry and i understand technology

1349
00:57:47,270 --> 00:57:45,839
because i'm a technology everybody wants

1350
00:57:48,950 --> 00:57:47,280
to do it

1351
00:57:51,190 --> 00:57:48,960
alone and yeah

1352
00:57:53,109 --> 00:57:51,200
where's the human mistakes man that's a

1353
00:57:55,829 --> 00:57:53,119
great mistake no should i do it again

1354
00:57:58,069 --> 00:57:55,839
now no i'll do it again that's the color

1355
00:58:00,710 --> 00:57:58,079
of the song right there and but that

1356
00:58:03,109 --> 00:58:00,720
seems so lost and hopefully that in our

1357
00:58:05,510 --> 00:58:03,119
it's not with me i i demand that that

1358
00:58:07,990 --> 00:58:05,520
every artist it has to be

1359
00:58:10,150 --> 00:58:08,000
that every artist i work with attempts

1360
00:58:11,190 --> 00:58:10,160
to sing the final vocal while they're

1361
00:58:11,910 --> 00:58:11,200
playing the

1362
00:58:13,589 --> 00:58:11,920
the

1363
00:58:14,470 --> 00:58:13,599
guitar while

1364
00:58:16,789 --> 00:58:14,480
playing

1365
00:58:18,549 --> 00:58:16,799
so you've been recording oh yeah i do

1366
00:58:21,270 --> 00:58:18,559
that all the time you know it's so you

1367
00:58:23,670 --> 00:58:21,280
know some days i do a pile of different

1368
00:58:26,470 --> 00:58:23,680
things and yeah you know a band might

1369
00:58:29,430 --> 00:58:26,480
come over and record three songs

1370
00:58:32,150 --> 00:58:29,440
while i also write a tv show or

1371
00:58:35,030 --> 00:58:32,160
or you know come up with an idea or i

1372
00:58:37,430 --> 00:58:35,040
have a tv show idea that when when not

1373
00:58:39,510 --> 00:58:37,440
yeah but when you and i get rich

1374
00:58:41,109 --> 00:58:39,520
it's going to be sort of like a what's

1375
00:58:43,270 --> 00:58:41,119
that show on the

1376
00:58:45,829 --> 00:58:43,280
discovery or

1377
00:58:47,829 --> 00:58:45,839
whatever channel uh hunters we can call

1378
00:58:49,190 --> 00:58:47,839
it god hunters in search of the truth

1379
00:58:50,950 --> 00:58:49,200
and we go to the himalayas because we

1380
00:58:53,750 --> 00:58:50,960
were told there's a man that lives up

1381
00:58:55,349 --> 00:58:53,760
there who can does whatever or we go to

1382
00:58:57,430 --> 00:58:55,359
africa and find this shaman that

1383
00:58:59,510 --> 00:58:57,440
supposedly is known in the region

1384
00:59:01,190 --> 00:58:59,520
because he can

1385
00:59:02,549 --> 00:59:01,200
that'd be fun

1386
00:59:03,750 --> 00:59:02,559
that would be fun

1387
00:59:05,270 --> 00:59:03,760
yeah

1388
00:59:07,270 --> 00:59:05,280
so uh

1389
00:59:08,950 --> 00:59:07,280
once when was the last time how many

1390
00:59:11,750 --> 00:59:08,960
movies did you make with the dalai lama

1391
00:59:13,190 --> 00:59:11,760
was it two two two but you know i i got

1392
00:59:15,670 --> 00:59:13,200
something to tell you about the god

1393
00:59:18,549 --> 00:59:15,680
hunters i'll tell you

1394
00:59:19,510 --> 00:59:18,559
really all of us need to find god right

1395
00:59:21,270 --> 00:59:19,520
here

1396
00:59:22,710 --> 00:59:21,280
just inside absolutely

1397
00:59:24,870 --> 00:59:22,720
you know and

1398
00:59:27,109 --> 00:59:24,880
god isn't out there it's not about

1399
00:59:29,910 --> 00:59:27,119
clouds it's right here

1400
00:59:31,430 --> 00:59:29,920
and it's in it's in your relationship or

1401
00:59:34,069 --> 00:59:31,440
community

1402
00:59:37,430 --> 00:59:34,079
the three or the co it's the it's the

1403
00:59:38,870 --> 00:59:37,440
connection with all each other and i

1404
00:59:42,789 --> 00:59:38,880
don't think

1405
00:59:45,670 --> 00:59:42,799
by being alone in the himalayans for 14

1406
00:59:48,390 --> 00:59:45,680
years is going to bring me closer to god

1407
00:59:49,430 --> 00:59:48,400
as well as going and living

1408
00:59:54,710 --> 00:59:49,440
in

1409
00:59:57,030 --> 00:59:54,720
you know if i if i go live on skid row i

1410
01:00:00,549 --> 00:59:57,040
probably will have deeper faster

1411
01:00:02,710 --> 01:00:00,559
relationships so uh and which will lead

1412
01:00:04,470 --> 01:00:02,720
me to a doc

1413
01:00:05,750 --> 01:00:04,480
so deepak chopra you know we talked

1414
01:00:06,630 --> 01:00:05,760
about deepak

1415
01:00:08,630 --> 01:00:06,640
um

1416
01:00:11,030 --> 01:00:08,640
he said that there was this this guy who

1417
01:00:13,510 --> 01:00:11,040
lived in vegas and he was a book writer

1418
01:00:16,069 --> 01:00:13,520
and this guy said oh vegas is the most

1419
01:00:17,910 --> 01:00:16,079
spiritual city in all the world

1420
01:00:20,230 --> 01:00:17,920
and defense like what are you talking

1421
01:00:23,349 --> 01:00:20,240
about that's crazy it's where all the

1422
01:00:24,390 --> 01:00:23,359
crap happens you know and and he says no

1423
01:00:27,510 --> 01:00:24,400
no

1424
01:00:30,470 --> 01:00:27,520
when you come to vegas a prostitute is

1425
01:00:32,950 --> 01:00:30,480
proud of being a prostitute a gambler is

1426
01:00:35,109 --> 01:00:32,960
proud of being a gambler and they are

1427
01:00:37,990 --> 01:00:35,119
living their experience and a drug

1428
01:00:39,990 --> 01:00:38,000
dealer's a drug dealer in a an addict an

1429
01:00:43,750 --> 01:00:40,000
addict and they can be who they want to

1430
01:00:45,510 --> 01:00:43,760
be and what happens is it's a fast road

1431
01:00:48,150 --> 01:00:45,520
they don't have to hide behind these

1432
01:00:51,190 --> 01:00:48,160
things it's the fast road to having a

1433
01:00:54,150 --> 01:00:51,200
big experience and for only a few months

1434
01:00:56,470 --> 01:00:54,160
or whatever of being at that level they

1435
01:00:58,870 --> 01:00:56,480
give up and then they learn their lesson

1436
01:01:01,109 --> 01:00:58,880
and grow so it's a great place to grow i

1437
01:01:02,230 --> 01:01:01,119
love it that that is a new integration

1438
01:01:04,230 --> 01:01:02,240
for me brian thank you for the

1439
01:01:05,030 --> 01:01:04,240
validation of saying that

1440
01:01:07,430 --> 01:01:05,040
yeah

1441
01:01:12,710 --> 01:01:10,230
there's nothing we really want is to be

1442
01:01:13,829 --> 01:01:12,720
accepted experience and we want to be

1443
01:01:16,710 --> 01:01:13,839
conscious

1444
01:01:18,470 --> 01:01:16,720
fully in every experience which means

1445
01:01:19,829 --> 01:01:18,480
there's no more hiccups in other words

1446
01:01:21,670 --> 01:01:19,839
here's an experience his inexperience

1447
01:01:23,349 --> 01:01:21,680
hasn't experienced to where there's this

1448
01:01:26,549 --> 01:01:23,359
great dation of

1449
01:01:29,349 --> 01:01:26,559
endless that river the experience that's

1450
01:01:31,829 --> 01:01:29,359
god it's conscious experience

1451
01:01:34,710 --> 01:01:31,839
nothing else is real but you and your

1452
01:01:38,870 --> 01:01:34,720
experience

1453
01:01:41,829 --> 01:01:38,880
experiential

1454
01:01:43,750 --> 01:01:41,839
to me that is true spirituality is

1455
01:01:45,589 --> 01:01:43,760
not just having something happen

1456
01:01:48,230 --> 01:01:45,599
and then in hindsight we go this is an

1457
01:01:50,549 --> 01:01:48,240
experience i had last week it's too late

1458
01:01:52,870 --> 01:01:50,559
it's a week too late

1459
01:01:54,789 --> 01:01:52,880
but being in the moment

1460
01:01:57,430 --> 01:01:54,799
as it's going down gives us conscious

1461
01:01:58,870 --> 01:01:57,440
power because i'm here i don't look back

1462
01:02:00,390 --> 01:01:58,880
in two weeks and go oh this happened let

1463
01:02:01,910 --> 01:02:00,400
me tell you this dramatic story y'all

1464
01:02:03,430 --> 01:02:01,920
don't you'll never believe what happened

1465
01:02:05,750 --> 01:02:03,440
to me

1466
01:02:07,029 --> 01:02:05,760
well when i become conscious in my

1467
01:02:08,630 --> 01:02:07,039
experience

1468
01:02:10,069 --> 01:02:08,640
two weeks in the future i will never say

1469
01:02:11,510 --> 01:02:10,079
oh my god let me tell you this dramatic

1470
01:02:12,950 --> 01:02:11,520
story you never believe what happened to

1471
01:02:15,109 --> 01:02:12,960
me that never happens because

1472
01:02:19,270 --> 01:02:15,119
you're conscious

1473
01:02:20,870 --> 01:02:19,280
the trick we all need to master is to

1474
01:02:22,470 --> 01:02:20,880
open up that window to where we're

1475
01:02:23,829 --> 01:02:22,480
always conscious

1476
01:02:24,710 --> 01:02:23,839
and there is no other way back to the

1477
01:02:27,750 --> 01:02:24,720
garden

1478
01:02:29,910 --> 01:02:27,760
yeah we get graces and we get boosts

1479
01:02:31,910 --> 01:02:29,920
but in the long run there it's always

1480
01:02:34,390 --> 01:02:31,920
about making a conscious choice

1481
01:02:37,750 --> 01:02:34,400
so when we can integrate so fully

1482
01:02:40,069 --> 01:02:37,760
that god is truly me it's me you do in

1483
01:02:42,390 --> 01:02:40,079
fact none of you exist it's me all right

1484
01:02:43,510 --> 01:02:42,400
you begin to live in this place

1485
01:02:45,109 --> 01:02:43,520
good

1486
01:02:46,789 --> 01:02:45,119
what is awareness to you what is

1487
01:02:49,829 --> 01:02:46,799
consciousness to you can you can you

1488
01:02:55,670 --> 01:02:49,839
explain being aware of awareness or how

1489
01:03:00,630 --> 01:02:57,670
awareness is dominant awareness is

1490
01:03:03,190 --> 01:03:00,640
priority awareness is the base

1491
01:03:04,789 --> 01:03:03,200
awareness is the infinite grace that

1492
01:03:06,789 --> 01:03:04,799
simply just is

1493
01:03:08,710 --> 01:03:06,799
god is aware of itself

1494
01:03:13,190 --> 01:03:08,720
from our perspective

1495
01:03:18,549 --> 01:03:15,190
has to develop itself

1496
01:03:20,710 --> 01:03:18,559
to a level to be unders to understand

1497
01:03:23,190 --> 01:03:20,720
what the bed is which is awareness

1498
01:03:25,270 --> 01:03:23,200
awareness is infinite it always is

1499
01:03:27,430 --> 01:03:25,280
people are not always conscious

1500
01:03:28,710 --> 01:03:27,440
or consciousness we're always in

1501
01:03:33,270 --> 01:03:28,720
consciousness

1502
01:03:36,950 --> 01:03:35,109
it's a conscious choice to expand to

1503
01:03:39,349 --> 01:03:36,960
greater degrees to where the

1504
01:03:41,510 --> 01:03:39,359
consciousness actually falls greater

1505
01:03:43,910 --> 01:03:41,520
into awareness

1506
01:03:46,069 --> 01:03:43,920
they're very wonky words to sort of

1507
01:03:48,309 --> 01:03:46,079
interchange and try to make subtle

1508
01:03:51,109 --> 01:03:48,319
differences but for me awareness is the

1509
01:03:53,750 --> 01:03:51,119
ongoing the ever-present thing

1510
01:03:55,670 --> 01:03:53,760
consciousness

1511
01:03:57,190 --> 01:03:55,680
can be used as a vehicle to understand

1512
01:03:58,950 --> 01:03:57,200
that infinite presence an infinite

1513
01:04:00,470 --> 01:03:58,960
awareness i don't know how that worked

1514
01:04:04,470 --> 01:04:00,480
for you but i'm still facing all right i

1515
01:04:06,230 --> 01:04:04,480
get it all right so then number two um

1516
01:04:08,549 --> 01:04:06,240
if

1517
01:04:10,710 --> 01:04:08,559
uh could you tell me anything that

1518
01:04:13,589 --> 01:04:10,720
you're doing new

1519
01:04:17,510 --> 01:04:13,599
or even old that you remembered or

1520
01:04:21,270 --> 01:04:17,520
reconnected to that is a physical action

1521
01:04:23,589 --> 01:04:21,280
that you do to reconnect or remember or

1522
01:04:25,990 --> 01:04:23,599
whatever is there anything new or old

1523
01:04:27,190 --> 01:04:26,000
that you you're doing as a habit as a

1524
01:04:29,829 --> 01:04:27,200
practice

1525
01:04:31,589 --> 01:04:29,839
to to get there i'm doing that with you

1526
01:04:32,470 --> 01:04:31,599
right now i've been and thank you for

1527
01:04:35,430 --> 01:04:32,480
that

1528
01:04:37,190 --> 01:04:35,440
can

1529
01:04:38,470 --> 01:04:37,200
see that for myself to integrate it a

1530
01:04:41,109 --> 01:04:38,480
little further

1531
01:04:44,309 --> 01:04:41,119
i've been doing this for however long

1532
01:04:47,430 --> 01:04:44,319
however long it doesn't matter point is

1533
01:04:50,630 --> 01:04:47,440
this is what i do i use my will

1534
01:04:52,390 --> 01:04:50,640
my god fire to connect to the absolute

1535
01:04:55,029 --> 01:04:52,400
clarity that i can muster in any given

1536
01:04:57,190 --> 01:04:55,039
moment and i take action i sit here and

1537
01:04:59,190 --> 01:04:57,200
i use this platform to reach people and

1538
01:05:01,750 --> 01:04:59,200
have them reach me back

1539
01:05:02,789 --> 01:05:01,760
and i put all

1540
01:05:04,470 --> 01:05:02,799
all

1541
01:05:08,549 --> 01:05:04,480
not only myself

1542
01:05:10,549 --> 01:05:08,559
my time and my heart into it um i was

1543
01:05:12,710 --> 01:05:10,559
going to share with you earlier i i

1544
01:05:14,950 --> 01:05:12,720
think i'm at the level

1545
01:05:17,190 --> 01:05:14,960
i've shared this to you many times

1546
01:05:18,710 --> 01:05:17,200
but i think it's real i'm done playing

1547
01:05:20,789 --> 01:05:18,720
music i'm done

1548
01:05:22,870 --> 01:05:20,799
the thought of someone calling a high

1549
01:05:24,069 --> 01:05:22,880
dollar gig tomorrow i'll go do it you

1550
01:05:25,670 --> 01:05:24,079
can bet

1551
01:05:26,470 --> 01:05:25,680
hey keith i need to sit in and they pay

1552
01:05:28,309 --> 01:05:26,480
me

1553
01:05:30,630 --> 01:05:28,319
the wage

1554
01:05:33,750 --> 01:05:30,640
i don't want to do it anymore

1555
01:05:36,230 --> 01:05:33,760
so i'm using these

1556
01:05:37,670 --> 01:05:36,240
different opportunities to leverage up

1557
01:05:39,190 --> 01:05:37,680
to ratchet

1558
01:05:41,190 --> 01:05:39,200
to level up

1559
01:05:43,190 --> 01:05:41,200
but i do it all the time

1560
01:05:45,109 --> 01:05:43,200
just center of light foundation that's

1561
01:05:47,829 --> 01:05:45,119
where i put all of my energy into

1562
01:05:48,870 --> 01:05:47,839
physically and on every possible level

1563
01:05:51,430 --> 01:05:48,880
so

1564
01:05:53,829 --> 01:05:51,440
do you believe

1565
01:05:56,470 --> 01:05:53,839
that what i talked about earlier about

1566
01:05:59,270 --> 01:05:56,480
when i start to play the music and then

1567
01:06:02,549 --> 01:05:59,280
i start to write the ideas and it's all

1568
01:06:06,390 --> 01:06:02,559
of a sudden my creativity goes

1569
01:06:07,589 --> 01:06:06,400
multiple times this works for me

1570
01:06:09,510 --> 01:06:07,599
i i don't

1571
01:06:12,710 --> 01:06:09,520
i don't put all my eggs in one basket my

1572
01:06:14,789 --> 01:06:12,720
basket is creativity so suddenly when

1573
01:06:17,910 --> 01:06:14,799
i'm really really creative and i could

1574
01:06:19,190 --> 01:06:17,920
be so busy on those creative days that i

1575
01:06:21,589 --> 01:06:19,200
don't have

1576
01:06:22,950 --> 01:06:21,599
that much time

1577
01:06:26,230 --> 01:06:22,960
you would think i wouldn't have that

1578
01:06:29,349 --> 01:06:26,240
much time but my level of doing things

1579
01:06:32,230 --> 01:06:29,359
like cooking or cleaning or the

1580
01:06:33,589 --> 01:06:32,240
meticulous way i fold my clothes after i

1581
01:06:36,470 --> 01:06:33,599
do laundry

1582
01:06:38,870 --> 01:06:36,480
ups their game but when i have nothing

1583
01:06:39,990 --> 01:06:38,880
to do all day but fold a

1584
01:06:42,870 --> 01:06:40,000
pile of

1585
01:06:45,029 --> 01:06:42,880
clothes and wash a few dishes i usually

1586
01:06:47,910 --> 01:06:45,039
go to sleep with the clothes all balled

1587
01:06:52,470 --> 01:06:47,920
up in a basket and and the dish is still

1588
01:06:55,430 --> 01:06:52,480
dirty but when i'm so busy creating i

1589
01:06:57,270 --> 01:06:55,440
i i create everything at a higher level

1590
01:06:59,270 --> 01:06:57,280
do you feel that

1591
01:07:01,910 --> 01:06:59,280
yeah and to answer your question and i

1592
01:07:03,910 --> 01:07:01,920
love your analogy for example you know i

1593
01:07:05,910 --> 01:07:03,920
want to do something creative today okay

1594
01:07:09,029 --> 01:07:05,920
so i'm looking around i want to record

1595
01:07:11,670 --> 01:07:09,039
ah where is that plug i'm looking for

1596
01:07:13,190 --> 01:07:11,680
right i don't know where it's at

1597
01:07:15,270 --> 01:07:13,200
i need this plug to connect my

1598
01:07:17,270 --> 01:07:15,280
headphones so i can cut some tracks

1599
01:07:18,950 --> 01:07:17,280
i don't have this plug a few days later

1600
01:07:20,470 --> 01:07:18,960
decide i'm gonna clean out that drawer

1601
01:07:22,309 --> 01:07:20,480
that you were talking about

1602
01:07:24,150 --> 01:07:22,319
purl the drawer open

1603
01:07:27,029 --> 01:07:24,160
you know then it brings forth the plug

1604
01:07:30,390 --> 01:07:27,039
then i can start cutting some tracks and

1605
01:07:33,109 --> 01:07:30,400
so forth and so on yeah so i think that

1606
01:07:35,750 --> 01:07:33,119
creativity doesn't only apply to

1607
01:07:37,190 --> 01:07:35,760
the task at hand it opens

1608
01:07:39,670 --> 01:07:37,200
it opens up

1609
01:07:41,910 --> 01:07:39,680
the possibilities of

1610
01:07:45,029 --> 01:07:41,920
staying in creativity mode for sure what

1611
01:07:47,349 --> 01:07:45,039
do you have there sir it's like

1612
01:07:49,190 --> 01:07:47,359
wow it's an old one isn't it

1613
01:07:50,789 --> 01:07:49,200
can you strum it that's new yorker i

1614
01:07:53,270 --> 01:07:50,799
don't um

1615
01:07:55,109 --> 01:07:53,280
i uh i

1616
01:07:57,029 --> 01:07:55,119
never wanted this particular model i

1617
01:07:59,589 --> 01:07:57,039
never even seen it before

1618
01:08:03,270 --> 01:07:59,599
and it was on sale uh somebody sold it

1619
01:08:05,349 --> 01:08:03,280
locally for 225 bucks and it's like a

1620
01:08:06,710 --> 01:08:05,359
seven or eight hundred dollar guitars

1621
01:08:08,710 --> 01:08:06,720
more than that i don't know what year is

1622
01:08:11,270 --> 01:08:08,720
it you know it's it's a probably a newer

1623
01:08:14,390 --> 01:08:11,280
one but i i just kind of fell in love

1624
01:08:17,430 --> 01:08:14,400
with gretchen's years ago i got an old

1625
01:08:18,149 --> 01:08:17,440
veggie scratch drum kit this is a newer

1626
01:08:20,550 --> 01:08:18,159
one

1627
01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:20,560
and so my intention is to actually trade

1628
01:08:23,189 --> 01:08:22,400
this for the for the guitar i really

1629
01:08:25,189 --> 01:08:23,199
want

1630
01:08:28,630 --> 01:08:25,199
uh which is another graduate big whammy

1631
01:08:30,950 --> 01:08:28,640
bar and all this stuff but i i cheat so

1632
01:08:32,950 --> 01:08:30,960
i don't i don't i don't do creativity

1633
01:08:34,390 --> 01:08:32,960
like everybody else right can you strum

1634
01:08:37,990 --> 01:08:34,400
it i watch it

1635
01:08:39,510 --> 01:08:38,000
so so let me let me just show you this i

1636
01:08:42,870 --> 01:08:39,520
don't

1637
01:08:45,910 --> 01:08:42,880
know how to do my left hand in all these

1638
01:08:47,669 --> 01:08:45,920
incredible chord change ways you know

1639
01:08:50,630 --> 01:08:47,679
and all these little things and i don't

1640
01:08:52,789 --> 01:08:50,640
want to learn that i just want to find

1641
01:08:54,709 --> 01:08:52,799
something that sounds good right

1642
01:08:57,349 --> 01:08:54,719
so what i'll do

1643
01:08:59,510 --> 01:08:57,359
this the lowest note on a guitar i don't

1644
01:09:01,910 --> 01:08:59,520
know if this is in tune i hope it is

1645
01:09:04,390 --> 01:09:01,920
uh but the lowest note on a guitar is

1646
01:09:07,269 --> 01:09:04,400
usually way way higher than i to tune

1647
01:09:09,669 --> 01:09:07,279
this i usually tune every guitar of mine

1648
01:09:11,189 --> 01:09:09,679
to something really really really low

1649
01:09:13,349 --> 01:09:11,199
and i'll tune that first one to

1650
01:09:17,030 --> 01:09:13,359
something as low as the guitar will

1651
01:09:19,749 --> 01:09:17,040
resonate and then i talk next one up

1652
01:09:22,070 --> 01:09:19,759
to something that's in harmony with it

1653
01:09:24,550 --> 01:09:22,080
and so what i'm getting to is this is

1654
01:09:26,789 --> 01:09:24,560
how i live my life too

1655
01:09:28,470 --> 01:09:26,799
find that round where where where the

1656
01:09:31,110 --> 01:09:28,480
body is

1657
01:09:33,910 --> 01:09:31,120
where the body of the guitar resonates

1658
01:09:36,149 --> 01:09:33,920
and the lowest note where it starts to

1659
01:09:37,910 --> 01:09:36,159
feel good and then i find something

1660
01:09:39,110 --> 01:09:37,920
that's in harmony with it and on this

1661
01:09:40,730 --> 01:09:39,120
one

1662
01:09:45,510 --> 01:09:40,740
it's it's an octave

1663
01:09:47,189 --> 01:09:45,520
[Music]

1664
01:09:49,110 --> 01:09:47,199
now they're not probably in tune that's

1665
01:09:51,349 --> 01:09:49,120
right let's see what the other ones know

1666
01:09:52,070 --> 01:09:51,359
i don't know what i tune this to

1667
01:10:00,310 --> 01:09:52,080
so

1668
01:10:04,070 --> 01:10:00,320
[Music]

1669
01:10:07,590 --> 01:10:04,080
that's that's a that's a

1670
01:10:18,070 --> 01:10:07,600
now what a nine i slide over to a to a

1671
01:10:23,910 --> 01:10:20,950
so i end up getting these chords that i

1672
01:10:25,830 --> 01:10:23,920
don't know what i'm doing if it's so i i

1673
01:10:28,149 --> 01:10:25,840
i don't know how to put my hand in that

1674
01:10:30,630 --> 01:10:28,159
i know i had to put a line across here

1675
01:10:32,229 --> 01:10:30,640
and so i ended up writing these things

1676
01:10:34,470 --> 01:10:32,239
and then i play them for musicians like

1677
01:10:35,590 --> 01:10:34,480
yourself and i say what what what chord

1678
01:10:38,310 --> 01:10:35,600
is this

1679
01:10:40,630 --> 01:10:38,320
and there's oh that's a it's got a

1680
01:10:42,950 --> 01:10:40,640
augmented fifth and a diminished seventh

1681
01:10:45,669 --> 01:10:42,960
on it i'm like i don't know it's cool

1682
01:10:48,709 --> 01:10:45,679
you know and so then i write these songs

1683
01:10:51,350 --> 01:10:48,719
from a place of what i feel and not what

1684
01:10:54,390 --> 01:10:51,360
i think i'm not trying to write a

1685
01:10:55,910 --> 01:10:54,400
diminished fifth and augmented seventh i

1686
01:10:57,910 --> 01:10:55,920
don't know all that stuff i don't wanna

1687
01:11:00,950 --> 01:10:57,920
know that stuff i just want to know what

1688
01:11:04,310 --> 01:11:00,960
feels good and so my level of creativity

1689
01:11:05,910 --> 01:11:04,320
is does it feel good yum or yuck and so

1690
01:11:08,229 --> 01:11:05,920
i don't know if you've ever cooked in

1691
01:11:09,990 --> 01:11:08,239
the in the in the kitchen and you don't

1692
01:11:12,149 --> 01:11:10,000
have what the recipe is you just start

1693
01:11:14,310 --> 01:11:12,159
grabbing stuff and sticking it together

1694
01:11:15,910 --> 01:11:14,320
i kind of make music like that i just

1695
01:11:18,470 --> 01:11:15,920
start sticking stuff together and then

1696
01:11:20,950 --> 01:11:18,480
you taste it and like what's it need

1697
01:11:23,350 --> 01:11:20,960
well a fancy chef might add all this

1698
01:11:26,229 --> 01:11:23,360
paprika and all this other extra stuff

1699
01:11:28,310 --> 01:11:26,239
and saffron but maybe what you and i

1700
01:11:30,709 --> 01:11:28,320
like to do is just grab some ketchup and

1701
01:11:32,390 --> 01:11:30,719
just dump some ketchup on top of it you

1702
01:11:35,830 --> 01:11:32,400
know

1703
01:11:37,830 --> 01:11:35,840
sometimes the music i make is just a

1704
01:11:40,870 --> 01:11:37,840
bunch of ketchup over top of chocolate

1705
01:11:43,830 --> 01:11:40,880
ice cream i don't know you know it's

1706
01:11:46,630 --> 01:11:43,840
it's just it's just whatever happens

1707
01:11:47,830 --> 01:11:46,640
my go-to my go-to is onions and garlic

1708
01:11:49,910 --> 01:11:47,840
yeah

1709
01:11:52,070 --> 01:11:49,920
you know why you know why they're both

1710
01:11:54,870 --> 01:11:52,080
healing the garlic yeah

1711
01:11:56,070 --> 01:11:54,880
they're very good for uh antiseptics

1712
01:11:58,229 --> 01:11:56,080
yeah yeah

1713
01:11:59,669 --> 01:11:58,239
brian i agree with you past the album my

1714
01:12:01,110 --> 01:11:59,679
brother what you got for us would you

1715
01:12:02,390 --> 01:12:01,120
want to leave us with what kind of bang

1716
01:12:05,350 --> 01:12:02,400
you got

1717
01:12:07,910 --> 01:12:05,360
well i mean if uh the uh the real truth

1718
01:12:09,990 --> 01:12:07,920
is the onions and garlic probably that

1719
01:12:12,630 --> 01:12:10,000
uh if you're gonna cook anything you

1720
01:12:13,990 --> 01:12:12,640
should start with onions and garlic even

1721
01:12:16,310 --> 01:12:14,000
if you don't know what you're gonna cook

1722
01:12:18,709 --> 01:12:16,320
just cook up take some onions and garlic

1723
01:12:20,950 --> 01:12:18,719
and put some butter in and just slice it

1724
01:12:23,189 --> 01:12:20,960
up and everybody will come running in

1725
01:12:24,550 --> 01:12:23,199
and go wow you're the greatest chef in

1726
01:12:27,110 --> 01:12:24,560
the world

1727
01:12:28,950 --> 01:12:27,120
and you're like i'm not doing anything

1728
01:12:31,750 --> 01:12:28,960
and just cooking up onions and garlic

1729
01:12:34,630 --> 01:12:31,760
but the energy of that will open up your

1730
01:12:36,870 --> 01:12:34,640
nasal passages open up to everything and

1731
01:12:38,709 --> 01:12:36,880
you'll you'll love that and it's it's so

1732
01:12:41,990 --> 01:12:38,719
i'm telling you it's sort of like doing

1733
01:12:43,189 --> 01:12:42,000
that with with music so or with art or

1734
01:12:44,310 --> 01:12:43,199
anything else

1735
01:12:45,750 --> 01:12:44,320
so when

1736
01:12:47,750 --> 01:12:45,760
all this is contagious and it's

1737
01:12:49,669 --> 01:12:47,760
contagious within myself

1738
01:12:51,030 --> 01:12:49,679
so fear is contagious your love is

1739
01:12:53,510 --> 01:12:51,040
contagious

1740
01:12:55,350 --> 01:12:53,520
or and so my love for i just want to

1741
01:12:57,590 --> 01:12:55,360
make some goofy

1742
01:13:00,390 --> 01:12:57,600
vibrations with the music

1743
01:13:02,310 --> 01:13:00,400
and so i make these weird little things

1744
01:13:04,390 --> 01:13:02,320
and they're a totally different guitar

1745
01:13:05,590 --> 01:13:04,400
and i don't know what it's tuned to same

1746
01:13:06,709 --> 01:13:05,600
thing

1747
01:13:11,270 --> 01:13:06,719
um

1748
01:13:15,270 --> 01:13:13,350
i don't know what it is

1749
01:13:16,980 --> 01:13:15,280
keith knows

1750
01:13:23,430 --> 01:13:16,990
i like the tremolo

1751
01:13:27,350 --> 01:13:25,510
but i can write that song in a matter of

1752
01:13:29,910 --> 01:13:27,360
seconds just because i turned it to

1753
01:13:31,910 --> 01:13:29,920
something weird i'm cheating right so i

1754
01:13:34,870 --> 01:13:31,920
cheat in my life because i just i just

1755
01:13:37,189 --> 01:13:34,880
want yum so sometimes i cook

1756
01:13:39,030 --> 01:13:37,199
you know i put the ketchup on and that's

1757
01:13:41,590 --> 01:13:39,040
what i wanted and it's like yum it's

1758
01:13:43,350 --> 01:13:41,600
easy it's a go-to and it's honest it's

1759
01:13:44,229 --> 01:13:43,360
you're being yourself uh that reminds me

1760
01:13:48,470 --> 01:13:44,239
of

1761
01:13:49,669 --> 01:13:48,480
years hence motley crue is doing a

1762
01:13:51,910 --> 01:13:49,679
concert

1763
01:13:54,950 --> 01:13:51,920
and vincent his belly's out to here and

1764
01:13:57,750 --> 01:13:54,960
he's tired and he's pushing and he's on

1765
01:14:02,790 --> 01:13:57,760
he's so breath-winded he can't even sing

1766
01:14:07,270 --> 01:14:04,390
and then people are making fun and one

1767
01:14:09,189 --> 01:14:07,280
of my guitar plays friends friends said

1768
01:14:11,750 --> 01:14:09,199
at least it's honest

1769
01:14:13,750 --> 01:14:11,760
yeah at least it's on us you know

1770
01:14:16,310 --> 01:14:13,760
you know he's an old cat man he's

1771
01:14:18,950 --> 01:14:16,320
pushing his you know 60s or whatever

1772
01:14:22,229 --> 01:14:18,960
uh he's god knows what he

1773
01:14:25,590 --> 01:14:23,910
but it's honest so yeah honesty is a

1774
01:14:29,510 --> 01:14:25,600
good place you know that's not pushing

1775
01:14:31,510 --> 01:14:29,520
60 you know that was that i'm 58

1776
01:14:34,790 --> 01:14:31,520
bro i'm 58 what yeah where's your

1777
01:14:39,030 --> 01:14:34,800
birthday bro 1963 october 18th i'm a

1778
01:14:40,870 --> 01:14:39,040
libra you are a month and 15 days older

1779
01:14:44,709 --> 01:14:40,880
than me i'm i'm the balancer i'm the

1780
01:14:47,189 --> 01:14:44,719
libra balancer right yeah how about that

1781
01:14:48,709 --> 01:14:47,199
so you know i've done some astrology in

1782
01:14:51,830 --> 01:14:48,719
our in our thing if you if you look at

1783
01:14:55,110 --> 01:14:51,840
your astrology you probably have a

1784
01:14:56,390 --> 01:14:55,120
uh star tetrahedron in there you know

1785
01:14:58,149 --> 01:14:56,400
you and i will do that when we're off

1786
01:14:59,830 --> 01:14:58,159
the air you know brian i'm glad you said

1787
01:15:01,750 --> 01:14:59,840
that uh in closing i would like to add

1788
01:15:04,870 --> 01:15:01,760
you know i understand people's affinity

1789
01:15:07,669 --> 01:15:04,880
we all have our fields that we plan

1790
01:15:09,510 --> 01:15:07,679
i liked music for so many i'm done right

1791
01:15:11,830 --> 01:15:09,520
i'm down with that no you should

1792
01:15:13,430 --> 01:15:11,840
still create i mean i will do that yeah

1793
01:15:16,790 --> 01:15:13,440
i mean as far as

1794
01:15:18,390 --> 01:15:16,800
using music to create a living

1795
01:15:20,390 --> 01:15:18,400
that's done i'm not doing it anymore i

1796
01:15:22,310 --> 01:15:20,400
may have another five gigs up my sleeve

1797
01:15:23,669 --> 01:15:22,320
but i'm done

1798
01:15:25,270 --> 01:15:23,679
now

1799
01:15:27,270 --> 01:15:25,280
if i could be in a situation that

1800
01:15:28,950 --> 01:15:27,280
happens once every so often of a group

1801
01:15:32,630 --> 01:15:28,960
of people that you don't have to pay me

1802
01:15:34,229 --> 01:15:32,640
to do i'm in right

1803
01:15:35,830 --> 01:15:34,239
but i'm into that

1804
01:15:39,990 --> 01:15:35,840
that's something i'm into i will always

1805
01:15:43,750 --> 01:15:41,110
all right

1806
01:15:45,270 --> 01:15:43,760
well i i say you should keep

1807
01:15:47,350 --> 01:15:45,280
it always

1808
01:15:49,750 --> 01:15:47,360
oh for sure and it's part of it because

1809
01:15:50,550 --> 01:15:49,760
it is part of you yeah it is me yeah

1810
01:15:52,550 --> 01:15:50,560
yeah

1811
01:15:54,149 --> 01:15:52,560
and just like you have to cook and eat

1812
01:15:57,270 --> 01:15:54,159
every day you still have to play play

1813
01:15:59,669 --> 01:15:57,280
music and eat that way eat some eat some

1814
01:16:01,669 --> 01:15:59,679
vibration it's a vibration thing it's a

1815
01:16:03,270 --> 01:16:01,679
vibrational thing you know and uh what i

1816
01:16:05,030 --> 01:16:03,280
was going to say a minute before uh i

1817
01:16:07,189 --> 01:16:05,040
kind of lost my space was

1818
01:16:10,229 --> 01:16:07,199
i just like being

1819
01:16:10,950 --> 01:16:10,239
i like being still

1820
01:16:12,950 --> 01:16:10,960
it

1821
01:16:15,990 --> 01:16:12,960
being around

1822
01:16:18,310 --> 01:16:16,000
lots of high movement and energy that is

1823
01:16:20,149 --> 01:16:18,320
i get it as part of festivity

1824
01:16:22,470 --> 01:16:20,159
going to an amusement park going to a

1825
01:16:25,030 --> 01:16:22,480
concert those kind of things i get i

1826
01:16:25,750 --> 01:16:25,040
love events

1827
01:16:28,550 --> 01:16:25,760
but

1828
01:16:31,030 --> 01:16:28,560
being in event-oriented oriented nature

1829
01:16:33,270 --> 01:16:31,040
for so many years it's like it's i'm

1830
01:16:34,790 --> 01:16:33,280
just so done with it you know i couldn't

1831
01:16:36,229 --> 01:16:34,800
if someone said hey

1832
01:16:37,990 --> 01:16:36,239
brian calls me up hey keith you want to

1833
01:16:40,709 --> 01:16:38,000
go have a beer with a couple of guys and

1834
01:16:42,870 --> 01:16:40,719
i'm all into it let's go we get there

1835
01:16:45,189 --> 01:16:42,880
and we get jaw and the truth and rag or

1836
01:16:46,709 --> 01:16:45,199
gas bagging and we're talking we're into

1837
01:16:48,630 --> 01:16:46,719
it and then the volume gets louder and

1838
01:16:50,790 --> 01:16:48,640
everybody gets unconscious and bottles

1839
01:16:53,270 --> 01:16:50,800
drop and

1840
01:16:55,669 --> 01:16:53,280
it i say bar but it's not only bars just

1841
01:16:56,950 --> 01:16:55,679
i like being alone

1842
01:16:58,790 --> 01:16:56,960
alone

1843
01:17:00,630 --> 01:16:58,800
for no other reason then the joy that

1844
01:17:03,430 --> 01:17:00,640
simply springs

1845
01:17:04,790 --> 01:17:03,440
wells up in me and doing so and i'm sure

1846
01:17:06,709 --> 01:17:04,800
that you get the same feeling when

1847
01:17:09,110 --> 01:17:06,719
you're in that studio and you know that

1848
01:17:10,950 --> 01:17:09,120
somewhat the pressure is on you brian is

1849
01:17:12,870 --> 01:17:10,960
twisting those knobs right and you're

1850
01:17:14,790 --> 01:17:12,880
bringing forth this juicy delicious

1851
01:17:16,950 --> 01:17:14,800
piece of music to look back and

1852
01:17:19,590 --> 01:17:16,960
everybody's just grooving that's got to

1853
01:17:20,630 --> 01:17:19,600
be a wonderful feeling

1854
01:17:22,390 --> 01:17:20,640
it is

1855
01:17:29,030 --> 01:17:22,400
but you know the all

1856
01:17:33,030 --> 01:17:31,030
e a-l-l-o-n-e one they're right yeah and

1857
01:17:34,950 --> 01:17:33,040
so they're there we go back to the words

1858
01:17:35,830 --> 01:17:34,960
again and you're spelling and casting a

1859
01:17:36,790 --> 01:17:35,840
spell

1860
01:17:37,590 --> 01:17:36,800
you know

1861
01:17:40,229 --> 01:17:37,600
so

1862
01:17:41,990 --> 01:17:40,239
you know yeah yeah you know for me i i

1863
01:17:43,910 --> 01:17:42,000
just i just need

1864
01:17:45,910 --> 01:17:43,920
the creativity i feel like everything's

1865
01:17:48,550 --> 01:17:45,920
contagious so when i surround myself

1866
01:17:50,870 --> 01:17:48,560
with creativity i'm more creative and so

1867
01:17:54,229 --> 01:17:50,880
i i feel as though

1868
01:17:56,870 --> 01:17:54,239
uh i have to make something and if i'm

1869
01:17:59,910 --> 01:17:56,880
not not around people that are making

1870
01:18:02,070 --> 01:17:59,920
then i just end up taking in stupid

1871
01:18:04,870 --> 01:18:02,080
watching tv and movies and i mean yeah

1872
01:18:06,470 --> 01:18:04,880
right no ideas let me ask you this bro

1873
01:18:07,990 --> 01:18:06,480
before we disconnect this is gonna be a

1874
01:18:10,630 --> 01:18:08,000
good one i'm gonna lay this okay pretty

1875
01:18:13,110 --> 01:18:10,640
heavy all right my name is brian d

1876
01:18:14,709 --> 01:18:13,120
harden right

1877
01:18:15,990 --> 01:18:14,719
i just had a great recording session

1878
01:18:18,149 --> 01:18:16,000
today

1879
01:18:19,189 --> 01:18:18,159
late night drank some wine got my belly

1880
01:18:21,430 --> 01:18:19,199
fat

1881
01:18:23,110 --> 01:18:21,440
i'm about to lay down right

1882
01:18:24,630 --> 01:18:23,120
and you zonk out

1883
01:18:27,030 --> 01:18:24,640
and you have whatever experiences are

1884
01:18:30,229 --> 01:18:27,040
not and then you find yourself coming

1885
01:18:32,470 --> 01:18:30,239
into the room waking up from it let's

1886
01:18:34,630 --> 01:18:32,480
say you in california and you're waking

1887
01:18:35,990 --> 01:18:34,640
up at seven o'clock in the morning so

1888
01:18:38,310 --> 01:18:36,000
seven o'clock in the morning you find

1889
01:18:39,750 --> 01:18:38,320
that pool begin to happen pulling you

1890
01:18:41,030 --> 01:18:39,760
from the

1891
01:18:44,390 --> 01:18:41,040
astrals

1892
01:18:46,310 --> 01:18:44,400
into the meatsuit that lull in between

1893
01:18:48,550 --> 01:18:46,320
you know i'm coming back to the world we

1894
01:18:50,070 --> 01:18:48,560
know that place right but when you open

1895
01:18:52,310 --> 01:18:50,080
your eyes

1896
01:18:56,709 --> 01:18:52,320
other than bathroom

1897
01:18:59,350 --> 01:18:56,719
scratch yourself or coffee

1898
01:19:01,189 --> 01:18:59,360
where does your desire lie

1899
01:19:02,950 --> 01:19:01,199
not what you think you have to do i mean

1900
01:19:05,750 --> 01:19:02,960
on your day off in other words

1901
01:19:08,229 --> 01:19:05,760
what immediately feels like your staple

1902
01:19:12,229 --> 01:19:08,239
i just came into the room today i just

1903
01:19:13,830 --> 01:19:12,239
woke up and this drive to do this thing

1904
01:19:16,550 --> 01:19:13,840
is at the forefront what would that be

1905
01:19:18,790 --> 01:19:16,560
all right so when i'm at my back

1906
01:19:20,709 --> 01:19:18,800
when i'm at my best my habit just like i

1907
01:19:23,590 --> 01:19:20,719
said that the habit is

1908
01:19:25,590 --> 01:19:23,600
that yum and creativity and so on

1909
01:19:28,550 --> 01:19:25,600
and so what we also talked about what

1910
01:19:29,430 --> 01:19:28,560
you focus on grows and that that if

1911
01:19:31,430 --> 01:19:29,440
you're

1912
01:19:34,310 --> 01:19:31,440
it's contagious it's contagious within

1913
01:19:37,270 --> 01:19:34,320
myself so i have found myself in a

1914
01:19:39,110 --> 01:19:37,280
depressed state or anxious state or

1915
01:19:41,990 --> 01:19:39,120
fearful state because

1916
01:19:44,790 --> 01:19:42,000
i had fearful thoughts running every

1917
01:19:47,430 --> 01:19:44,800
little tape loop and so

1918
01:19:50,870 --> 01:19:47,440
when i'm at my best the fearful thoughts

1919
01:19:54,550 --> 01:19:50,880
the self-judgment the judging others all

1920
01:19:57,830 --> 01:19:54,560
that stuff is at a minimum and i do i

1921
01:19:59,510 --> 01:19:57,840
think that dalai lama uh or deepak

1922
01:20:02,630 --> 01:19:59,520
chopra or

1923
01:20:04,870 --> 01:20:02,640
the pope uh doesn't have a depressed bad

1924
01:20:07,910 --> 01:20:04,880
time no they all everybody has a bad

1925
01:20:09,510 --> 01:20:07,920
time it's just the more enlightened or

1926
01:20:11,270 --> 01:20:09,520
more higher

1927
01:20:13,830 --> 01:20:11,280
wake up

1928
01:20:16,950 --> 01:20:13,840
conscious you are the shorter amount of

1929
01:20:20,390 --> 01:20:16,960
time you remain in that same negative

1930
01:20:22,870 --> 01:20:20,400
space so consciousness for me is being

1931
01:20:24,629 --> 01:20:22,880
aware that you're aware and what is your

1932
01:20:25,990 --> 01:20:24,639
habit what's your so

1933
01:20:28,390 --> 01:20:26,000
it goes back to the answer of the

1934
01:20:29,830 --> 01:20:28,400
question what's the habit so when i'm at

1935
01:20:30,950 --> 01:20:29,840
my best

1936
01:20:35,189 --> 01:20:30,960
i'm not

1937
01:20:37,430 --> 01:20:35,199
in this mode of fear anxiety comparison

1938
01:20:39,430 --> 01:20:37,440
or you know judgment or whatever i'm i'm

1939
01:20:40,390 --> 01:20:39,440
instead in this place like a little

1940
01:20:42,149 --> 01:20:40,400
puppy

1941
01:20:42,950 --> 01:20:42,159
so i learn from

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01:20:44,709 --> 01:20:42,960
so

1943
01:20:47,270 --> 01:20:44,719
every day if you've got a little puppy

1944
01:20:51,189 --> 01:20:47,280
every day the puppy's like whoa great

1945
01:20:54,470 --> 01:20:51,199
day wow fantastic hey let's go sunshine

1946
01:20:57,270 --> 01:20:54,480
take me for a walk play frisbee right

1947
01:20:58,550 --> 01:20:57,280
and so when we wake up and we're like

1948
01:20:59,669 --> 01:20:58,560
whoa

1949
01:21:00,629 --> 01:20:59,679
great day

1950
01:21:03,030 --> 01:21:00,639
well

1951
01:21:04,950 --> 01:21:03,040
maybe maybe that's what the energy is

1952
01:21:08,790 --> 01:21:04,960
that i need for the medicine

1953
01:21:11,510 --> 01:21:08,800
and and so you can even with a dog you

1954
01:21:13,910 --> 01:21:11,520
can walk out the door go go to your car

1955
01:21:16,310 --> 01:21:13,920
and come back and the dog's like hey i

1956
01:21:19,030 --> 01:21:16,320
haven't seen you in all of 30 seconds

1957
01:21:20,310 --> 01:21:19,040
right great day right so why aren't we

1958
01:21:22,870 --> 01:21:20,320
living that way

1959
01:21:25,350 --> 01:21:22,880
why aren't we realizing that i could get

1960
01:21:27,669 --> 01:21:25,360
run over this afternoon or tomorrow or

1961
01:21:29,669 --> 01:21:27,679
tonight or die of a heart attack and so

1962
01:21:31,430 --> 01:21:29,679
this cup of coffee i'm having why don't

1963
01:21:33,910 --> 01:21:31,440
i really

1964
01:21:35,350 --> 01:21:33,920
it makes it taste so much more delicious

1965
01:21:37,189 --> 01:21:35,360
it makes it more delicious why don't i

1966
01:21:39,669 --> 01:21:37,199
start to connect to the song that i'm

1967
01:21:43,110 --> 01:21:39,679
playing why don't i start to think and

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01:21:45,110 --> 01:21:43,120
dream of the ideas and and share my

1969
01:21:47,430 --> 01:21:45,120
gifts and get that affluence and

1970
01:21:49,750 --> 01:21:47,440
abundance and my discernment working and

1971
01:21:51,350 --> 01:21:49,760
get get all this working because i'm i'm

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01:21:54,310 --> 01:21:51,360
helping others and i get joy from

1973
01:21:56,950 --> 01:21:54,320
helping others so so really that we go

1974
01:21:59,030 --> 01:21:56,960
back to yum and yuck yum and yuck so

1975
01:22:01,430 --> 01:21:59,040
what am i thinking so do i try to wake

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01:22:02,790 --> 01:22:01,440
up like the little puppy yeah and so

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01:22:05,510 --> 01:22:02,800
here's what i do

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01:22:07,030 --> 01:22:05,520
i i actually have a couple simple things

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01:22:09,350 --> 01:22:07,040
you know we we said you know

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01:22:11,669 --> 01:22:09,360
everything's perfect even when it's not

1981
01:22:13,590 --> 01:22:11,679
and um i got this from this one artist

1982
01:22:16,470 --> 01:22:13,600
that i was working with his name is ray

1983
01:22:17,270 --> 01:22:16,480
wiley hubbard he's in a texas americana

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01:22:20,790 --> 01:22:17,280
guy

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01:22:23,270 --> 01:22:20,800
and he said uh he he was going to aaa

1986
01:22:26,149 --> 01:22:23,280
and what he picked up was uh

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01:22:29,590 --> 01:22:26,159
um this thing that uh

1988
01:22:32,310 --> 01:22:29,600
my life is unfolding in goodness

1989
01:22:35,669 --> 01:22:32,320
my life is on course so even when he's

1990
01:22:37,830 --> 01:22:35,679
in a bad day in a bad mood he says that

1991
01:22:39,990 --> 01:22:37,840
over and over my life is unfolding in a

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01:22:41,750 --> 01:22:40,000
goodness and my life is on course so

1993
01:22:45,030 --> 01:22:41,760
when you start to realize my life is on

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01:22:47,189 --> 01:22:45,040
course even the worst day it's on course

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01:22:51,270 --> 01:22:47,199
you're supposed to have this bad day so

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01:22:53,669 --> 01:22:51,280
that you can get stronger get better get

1997
01:22:56,629 --> 01:22:53,679
bigger and then move through that and

1998
01:22:58,709 --> 01:22:56,639
then you have new ninja skills

1999
01:23:02,149 --> 01:22:58,719
and do you need to accept the punch in

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01:23:04,629 --> 01:23:02,159
the face no you can learn to as the

2001
01:23:06,870 --> 01:23:04,639
punch is coming towards you you move out

2002
01:23:08,550 --> 01:23:06,880
of the way and you you let the punch go

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01:23:11,270 --> 01:23:08,560
by like and you know brian that's really

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01:23:14,070 --> 01:23:11,280
the only choice we have yeah the punch

2005
01:23:16,070 --> 01:23:14,080
in the face is coming yeah learning the

2006
01:23:17,990 --> 01:23:16,080
spiritual dance and the awareness for

2007
01:23:20,950 --> 01:23:18,000
said karma that we have deployed and

2008
01:23:24,310 --> 01:23:20,960
employed in an unconscious way is coming

2009
01:23:26,870 --> 01:23:24,320
but when we do the work and become aware

2010
01:23:29,590 --> 01:23:26,880
we can just simply move out the way

2011
01:23:31,830 --> 01:23:29,600
and we it gets missed something that you

2012
01:23:33,430 --> 01:23:31,840
said a little earlier that when i asked

2013
01:23:34,950 --> 01:23:33,440
you that last question i want my

2014
01:23:36,950 --> 01:23:34,960
apologies i wasn't clear about i want to

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01:23:38,790 --> 01:23:36,960
clarify when i asked you that when you

2016
01:23:40,390 --> 01:23:38,800
come out of sleep and you come into your

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01:23:44,149 --> 01:23:40,400
state of

2018
01:23:49,030 --> 01:23:45,669
going back to your question about what

2019
01:23:50,310 --> 01:23:49,040
are you doing to take action

2020
01:23:52,470 --> 01:23:50,320
about those things so in other words

2021
01:23:53,910 --> 01:23:52,480
brian comes to the room

2022
01:23:55,270 --> 01:23:53,920
of course you got to go pay the phone

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01:23:58,070 --> 01:23:55,280
bill or whatever

2024
01:24:00,229 --> 01:23:58,080
that stuff aside but now it's my turn so

2025
01:24:01,350 --> 01:24:00,239
what is brian's puppy dog tail wagging

2026
01:24:02,070 --> 01:24:01,360
to do

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01:24:06,950 --> 01:24:02,080
so

2028
01:24:08,950 --> 01:24:06,960
know there's body there's the physical

2029
01:24:11,110 --> 01:24:08,960
there's the mental and then there's a

2030
01:24:12,390 --> 01:24:11,120
spiritual and so it's not just one or

2031
01:24:14,629 --> 01:24:12,400
the other right

2032
01:24:16,790 --> 01:24:14,639
so so here's here's

2033
01:24:18,950 --> 01:24:16,800
you know the dumb version of what i what

2034
01:24:19,990 --> 01:24:18,960
i like to do

2035
01:24:32,070 --> 01:24:20,000
smile

2036
01:24:34,229 --> 01:24:32,080
half the time i'm smiling and i'm i

2037
01:24:36,629 --> 01:24:34,239
don't believe it i don't i have nothing

2038
01:24:38,470 --> 01:24:36,639
to smile about and so i try to wake up

2039
01:24:40,070 --> 01:24:38,480
when i'm at my best i try to wake up

2040
01:24:42,629 --> 01:24:40,080
with a smile on my face just like the

2041
01:24:44,470 --> 01:24:42,639
little puppy and so that's the physical

2042
01:24:46,070 --> 01:24:44,480
and and what happens is so here let's do

2043
01:24:48,790 --> 01:24:46,080
it with me do it with me just smile

2044
01:24:50,629 --> 01:24:48,800
right and right so you can feel it in

2045
01:24:52,470 --> 01:24:50,639
your heart your heart and cleanse yeah

2046
01:24:54,310 --> 01:24:52,480
it's very connected i can feel it my

2047
01:24:57,030 --> 01:24:54,320
heart connected to my face yes you're

2048
01:24:59,510 --> 01:24:57,040
you're breathing changed your eyes just

2049
01:25:01,910 --> 01:24:59,520
smile too and everything released it's

2050
01:25:05,110 --> 01:25:01,920
supposedly less energy to smile than it

2051
01:25:07,669 --> 01:25:05,120
is to frown right so so so yeah so first

2052
01:25:09,830 --> 01:25:07,679
thing i do is smile right and then that

2053
01:25:11,990 --> 01:25:09,840
forces me to breathe and so then i start

2054
01:25:13,590 --> 01:25:12,000
breathing

2055
01:25:15,350 --> 01:25:13,600
so take a couple of deep breaths while

2056
01:25:17,430 --> 01:25:15,360
you're smiling let's just do that right

2057
01:25:19,430 --> 01:25:17,440
so smile breathe right

2058
01:25:21,669 --> 01:25:19,440
and that forces you automatically to

2059
01:25:28,229 --> 01:25:21,679
relax

2060
01:25:30,870 --> 01:25:28,239
and what's that do that's the forces you

2061
01:25:33,030 --> 01:25:30,880
to let go and you start to let go so

2062
01:25:35,910 --> 01:25:33,040
here your brain can only think of one

2063
01:25:38,470 --> 01:25:35,920
thing at a time either yum or yuck

2064
01:25:40,629 --> 01:25:38,480
yum or yuck positive or negative when

2065
01:25:43,189 --> 01:25:40,639
you're thinking of gratitude

2066
01:25:44,950 --> 01:25:43,199
of things that you're grateful for of of

2067
01:25:46,470 --> 01:25:44,960
of all the great things you have going

2068
01:25:49,669 --> 01:25:46,480
in life you can't think of all the

2069
01:25:52,229 --> 01:25:49,679
misery you have you have yum or yuck so

2070
01:25:53,910 --> 01:25:52,239
so you make a choice so when when i just

2071
01:25:56,149 --> 01:25:53,920
start with smiling that's the physical

2072
01:25:58,470 --> 01:25:56,159
right and then the breathing that's the

2073
01:26:00,390 --> 01:25:58,480
physical too but it starts to get the

2074
01:26:03,830 --> 01:26:00,400
emotions and all the energy start to

2075
01:26:06,629 --> 01:26:03,840
flow right so smile breathe relax and

2076
01:26:08,950 --> 01:26:06,639
then let go and so what happens is all

2077
01:26:10,070 --> 01:26:08,960
that energy starts flowing

2078
01:26:12,390 --> 01:26:10,080
mentally

2079
01:26:14,550 --> 01:26:12,400
physically spiritually it all starts

2080
01:26:17,590 --> 01:26:14,560
opening up and so the dumbest thing i

2081
01:26:19,189 --> 01:26:17,600
have to tell you is smile

2082
01:26:20,950 --> 01:26:19,199
and then yum

2083
01:26:23,430 --> 01:26:20,960
and then let's stay with that and then

2084
01:26:24,550 --> 01:26:23,440
let's like the dog wag your tail and see

2085
01:26:26,950 --> 01:26:24,560
what happens

2086
01:26:28,550 --> 01:26:26,960
approach the day with that and you know

2087
01:26:31,030 --> 01:26:28,560
does that help is that what we're going

2088
01:26:33,590 --> 01:26:31,040
for it's a feeling you know it's a

2089
01:26:35,590 --> 01:26:33,600
feeling every being in the universe

2090
01:26:40,149 --> 01:26:35,600
seeks liberation

2091
01:26:42,709 --> 01:26:40,159
though it may look like handcuffs or

2092
01:26:44,390 --> 01:26:42,719
prison bars

2093
01:26:45,510 --> 01:26:44,400
it's really a

2094
01:26:47,669 --> 01:26:45,520
feeling

2095
01:26:50,629 --> 01:26:47,679
many people are not

2096
01:26:52,390 --> 01:26:50,639
free for example incarcerated but they

2097
01:26:54,390 --> 01:26:52,400
read the bible enough they read the

2098
01:26:57,350 --> 01:26:54,400
quran enough they read the bhagavad-gita

2099
01:26:59,590 --> 01:26:57,360
enough they were seeking liberation and

2100
01:27:01,030 --> 01:26:59,600
those bars and those prisons cannot

2101
01:27:03,030 --> 01:27:01,040
contain them

2102
01:27:05,990 --> 01:27:03,040
in just the opposite in the real world

2103
01:27:08,629 --> 01:27:06,000
we consider ourselves to be free

2104
01:27:10,390 --> 01:27:08,639
doesn't necessarily mean so i did this

2105
01:27:12,790 --> 01:27:10,400
incredible interview with one of the

2106
01:27:14,790 --> 01:27:12,800
founders of the united nations his name

2107
01:27:16,950 --> 01:27:14,800
was robert mueller he was in his last

2108
01:27:19,669 --> 01:27:16,960
years of life his health was still

2109
01:27:21,189 --> 01:27:19,679
pretty good and a friend of mine asked

2110
01:27:22,950 --> 01:27:21,199
me to come over to his house and

2111
01:27:26,790 --> 01:27:22,960
interview not only him

2112
01:27:31,350 --> 01:27:26,800
but a guy named father charlie moore and

2113
01:27:32,950 --> 01:27:31,360
father charlie moore m-o-r-m-a-o-o-r-e

2114
01:27:34,709 --> 01:27:32,960
uh father charlie more you can look him

2115
01:27:37,270 --> 01:27:34,719
up he was it was a catholic priest and

2116
01:27:40,229 --> 01:27:37,280
he was brilliant awesome dude and he

2117
01:27:43,350 --> 01:27:40,239
finally went beyond catholicism and went

2118
01:27:45,830 --> 01:27:43,360
to more of universal religion but uh he

2119
01:27:48,070 --> 01:27:45,840
was he always pushed the edges of

2120
01:27:50,229 --> 01:27:48,080
everything and i'm i'm asked to

2121
01:27:51,910 --> 01:27:50,239
interview them i like him already

2122
01:27:54,310 --> 01:27:51,920
i i'm asked to interview them both

2123
01:27:56,470 --> 01:27:54,320
separately and my friend asked me to so

2124
01:27:57,910 --> 01:27:56,480
i drive up i have no idea who either one

2125
01:27:59,910 --> 01:27:57,920
of these guys are

2126
01:28:01,830 --> 01:27:59,920
and i look them up on my phone as i'm

2127
01:28:04,390 --> 01:28:01,840
driving up to to meet them for the first

2128
01:28:05,750 --> 01:28:04,400
time one's like 80 and the other one's

2129
01:28:06,629 --> 01:28:05,760
like 86

2130
01:28:10,550 --> 01:28:06,639
and

2131
01:28:12,149 --> 01:28:10,560
brilliant guys

2132
01:28:14,470 --> 01:28:12,159
on the cutting edge

2133
01:28:16,950 --> 01:28:14,480
and i'm asked to interview them

2134
01:28:18,870 --> 01:28:16,960
and uh they say so what do you uh and i

2135
01:28:20,390 --> 01:28:18,880
said i don't want to interview

2136
01:28:22,229 --> 01:28:20,400
each of you individually i want to do

2137
01:28:24,070 --> 01:28:22,239
both of you at the same time because i

2138
01:28:26,550 --> 01:28:24,080
had enough cameras that i could actually

2139
01:28:27,750 --> 01:28:26,560
ask one of them a question and they and

2140
01:28:29,750 --> 01:28:27,760
they both

2141
01:28:32,310 --> 01:28:29,760
go back and forth and so what happened

2142
01:28:34,070 --> 01:28:32,320
was they both ended up telling a one-up

2143
01:28:36,229 --> 01:28:34,080
story they tell a little two-minute

2144
01:28:38,709 --> 01:28:36,239
story then the other guy would too back

2145
01:28:41,750 --> 01:28:38,719
and forth it was brilliant they talked

2146
01:28:44,229 --> 01:28:41,760
about peace harmony laughter love joy

2147
01:28:45,910 --> 01:28:44,239
innocence fearlessness gratitude

2148
01:28:48,790 --> 01:28:45,920
brilliant concepts

2149
01:28:50,790 --> 01:28:48,800
and and we kept it vague well the guy

2150
01:28:51,830 --> 01:28:50,800
who started the united nations

2151
01:28:53,430 --> 01:28:51,840
father

2152
01:28:57,270 --> 01:28:53,440
robert mueller

2153
01:28:58,870 --> 01:28:57,280
uh he was in a concentration camp he was

2154
01:29:00,790 --> 01:28:58,880
put in a concentration camp and while

2155
01:29:03,430 --> 01:29:00,800
he's in this concentration camp

2156
01:29:05,270 --> 01:29:03,440
uh on his first day everybody's packed

2157
01:29:07,910 --> 01:29:05,280
in there like sardines they barely have

2158
01:29:10,070 --> 01:29:07,920
enough air to breathe it's cold cold

2159
01:29:11,750 --> 01:29:10,080
cold and the people on the outside of

2160
01:29:13,990 --> 01:29:11,760
the room are freezing people on the

2161
01:29:16,149 --> 01:29:14,000
inside are sweating and so they just

2162
01:29:18,550 --> 01:29:16,159
started doing this dance and working

2163
01:29:21,270 --> 01:29:18,560
together in harmony and he found a

2164
01:29:23,270 --> 01:29:21,280
little piece of coal on the ground and

2165
01:29:25,350 --> 01:29:23,280
there was a white wall so he started

2166
01:29:27,990 --> 01:29:25,360
writing this thing and involved

2167
01:29:30,310 --> 01:29:28,000
everybody to write this beautiful poem

2168
01:29:31,990 --> 01:29:30,320
in this beautiful story about how

2169
01:29:34,310 --> 01:29:32,000
beautiful the day is

2170
01:29:36,310 --> 01:29:34,320
and it's a beautiful sunshiny day and

2171
01:29:37,990 --> 01:29:36,320
we're at the beach and then everybody

2172
01:29:40,709 --> 01:29:38,000
started putting in their ideas and

2173
01:29:42,790 --> 01:29:40,719
they're dreaming the story and the story

2174
01:29:45,030 --> 01:29:42,800
was this incredible movie they're all

2175
01:29:45,990 --> 01:29:45,040
writing together as a community

2176
01:29:49,189 --> 01:29:46,000
and

2177
01:29:52,390 --> 01:29:49,199
most of the people in that jail cell

2178
01:29:55,990 --> 01:29:52,400
were let out within the day

2179
01:29:58,550 --> 01:29:56,000
and he decided i have to create united

2180
01:30:00,870 --> 01:29:58,560
nations because we cannot be

2181
01:30:03,189 --> 01:30:00,880
doing this we can't do this in the world

2182
01:30:05,590 --> 01:30:03,199
and so father charlie

2183
01:30:06,950 --> 01:30:05,600
our father robert mueller had a

2184
01:30:15,510 --> 01:30:06,960
harmonica

2185
01:30:17,669 --> 01:30:15,520
wow

2186
01:30:19,350 --> 01:30:17,679
in the united nations anytime things

2187
01:30:20,470 --> 01:30:19,360
would get heated and they're arguing

2188
01:30:22,149 --> 01:30:20,480
back and forth

2189
01:30:23,750 --> 01:30:22,159
he would just grab his harmonic and

2190
01:30:25,830 --> 01:30:23,760
start playing ode to joy on the

2191
01:30:27,750 --> 01:30:25,840
harmonica in the middle of them

2192
01:30:29,910 --> 01:30:27,760
screaming and yelling at each other he

2193
01:30:31,350 --> 01:30:29,920
would play over to joy and everybody

2194
01:30:33,270 --> 01:30:31,360
would stop

2195
01:30:35,990 --> 01:30:33,280
and go oh

2196
01:30:39,350 --> 01:30:36,000
we forgot to love one another we forgot

2197
01:30:41,910 --> 01:30:39,360
the unity wow i forgot to listen

2198
01:30:44,310 --> 01:30:41,920
that's robert mueller look him up and he

2199
01:30:46,950 --> 01:30:44,320
he wrote brilliant quotes or quotes

2200
01:30:49,669 --> 01:30:46,960
really brilliant books so little did i

2201
01:30:54,310 --> 01:30:49,679
know that would be one of his last uh

2202
01:30:55,510 --> 01:30:54,320
uh interviews and it's online on my k n

2203
01:30:58,310 --> 01:30:55,520
e w

2204
01:31:02,149 --> 01:30:58,320
w a y s new ways

2205
01:31:03,669 --> 01:31:02,159
and k e w w y s is my youtube channel

2206
01:31:05,590 --> 01:31:03,679
and if you

2207
01:31:15,110 --> 01:31:05,600
yeah

2208
01:31:19,990 --> 01:31:17,669
cool

2209
01:31:22,709 --> 01:31:20,000
so uh robert mueller and father charlie

2210
01:31:26,070 --> 01:31:22,719
moore and so charlie moore

2211
01:31:27,590 --> 01:31:26,080
uh was a brilliant guy also turns out

2212
01:31:29,990 --> 01:31:27,600
father charlie before we did the

2213
01:31:31,270 --> 01:31:30,000
interview he puts i had never met him

2214
01:31:33,590 --> 01:31:31,280
before in my life

2215
01:31:36,070 --> 01:31:33,600
he puts his face right in your mind and

2216
01:31:37,430 --> 01:31:36,080
he looks me in the eyes and he says

2217
01:31:39,270 --> 01:31:37,440
he says

2218
01:31:41,030 --> 01:31:39,280
are you gonna be responsible this with

2219
01:31:42,390 --> 01:31:41,040
this information yeah

2220
01:31:44,629 --> 01:31:42,400
he says are you gonna share it with the

2221
01:31:46,149 --> 01:31:44,639
world yeah he says well i'm going to

2222
01:31:48,870 --> 01:31:46,159
give it to you then and the interview

2223
01:31:50,870 --> 01:31:48,880
was for two and a half hours and these

2224
01:31:53,270 --> 01:31:50,880
two elder men

2225
01:31:55,110 --> 01:31:53,280
battled back and forth with great story

2226
01:31:56,870 --> 01:31:55,120
after great story and it's brilliant

2227
01:31:59,350 --> 01:31:56,880
interview

2228
01:32:02,149 --> 01:31:59,360
uh father charlie moore died three weeks

2229
01:32:03,110 --> 01:32:02,159
later and he was in great health

2230
01:32:04,629 --> 01:32:03,120
gone

2231
01:32:06,629 --> 01:32:04,639
and so we don't know when we're gonna

2232
01:32:08,390 --> 01:32:06,639
die so we start appreciating the cup of

2233
01:32:10,149 --> 01:32:08,400
coffee

2234
01:32:12,550 --> 01:32:10,159
start loving one another start helping

2235
01:32:15,510 --> 01:32:12,560
each other out and you know right now

2236
01:32:17,830 --> 01:32:15,520
you're abundant you're affluent and so

2237
01:32:20,390 --> 01:32:17,840
everything you do is to help people out

2238
01:32:22,550 --> 01:32:20,400
i see you do it you're helping people

2239
01:32:24,550 --> 01:32:22,560
wake up and to share

2240
01:32:25,990 --> 01:32:24,560
and you're sharing your gifts don't cut

2241
01:32:27,990 --> 01:32:26,000
your music off because that's part of

2242
01:32:29,830 --> 01:32:28,000
your gifts you know

2243
01:32:31,270 --> 01:32:29,840
and i just i just want to change the way

2244
01:32:32,870 --> 01:32:31,280
that i'm doing it

2245
01:32:35,110 --> 01:32:32,880
and i need a breath from that for a

2246
01:32:37,270 --> 01:32:35,120
while and then i can reinvent myself

2247
01:32:39,910 --> 01:32:37,280
creatively music wise because i love

2248
01:32:41,830 --> 01:32:39,920
music in fact in fact before you and i

2249
01:32:43,430 --> 01:32:41,840
leave this planet i am going to

2250
01:32:45,189 --> 01:32:43,440
come to california and we're going to

2251
01:32:46,950 --> 01:32:45,199
hang out we're going to have at least a

2252
01:32:48,950 --> 01:32:46,960
week of a musical

2253
01:32:50,470 --> 01:32:48,960
experience whether we write songs on the

2254
01:32:53,110 --> 01:32:50,480
spot but yeah i would never leave the

2255
01:32:55,990 --> 01:32:53,120
creative aspect of music but leaving the

2256
01:32:58,550 --> 01:32:56,000
monetary system of looking for it in

2257
01:33:00,629 --> 01:32:58,560
everything that it all entails and the

2258
01:33:02,629 --> 01:33:00,639
clubs and the management

2259
01:33:04,229 --> 01:33:02,639
the late hours and the setting up and

2260
01:33:07,189 --> 01:33:04,239
the tear down i don't think i'm better

2261
01:33:09,189 --> 01:33:07,199
than that i paid those dues

2262
01:33:10,070 --> 01:33:09,199
it's just run its course honestly for me

2263
01:33:11,669 --> 01:33:10,080
and

2264
01:33:12,709 --> 01:33:11,679
a friend of mine did you know in hawaii

2265
01:33:15,189 --> 01:33:12,719
recently

2266
01:33:18,870 --> 01:33:15,199
and he came with three song ideas

2267
01:33:21,590 --> 01:33:18,880
and after just uh four days we had 12

2268
01:33:24,310 --> 01:33:21,600
songs finished he's like how did we do

2269
01:33:27,189 --> 01:33:24,320
it that fast and how he did it that fast

2270
01:33:29,750 --> 01:33:27,199
was innocence fearlessness gratitude he

2271
01:33:32,790 --> 01:33:29,760
was just in this place of openness and

2272
01:33:36,550 --> 01:33:32,800
ideas kept flowing through and as one in

2273
01:33:38,550 --> 01:33:36,560
his judgment of those ideas he let go

2274
01:33:40,950 --> 01:33:38,560
you know and so he just kept letting

2275
01:33:44,470 --> 01:33:40,960
things go and suddenly his his flow

2276
01:33:47,110 --> 01:33:44,480
opened up so it it can work so come come

2277
01:33:49,030 --> 01:33:47,120
and let go into the flow brian thank you

2278
01:33:50,950 --> 01:33:49,040
brother i love you man you're a

2279
01:33:53,270 --> 01:33:50,960
beautiful puppy dog wagon it's tail i

2280
01:33:54,709 --> 01:33:53,280
love it you just like me well i love you

2281
01:33:56,870 --> 01:33:54,719
thanks so much

2282
01:33:59,350 --> 01:33:56,880
blessings my friend everyone hanging out

2283
01:34:01,430 --> 01:33:59,360
with the brian d harden harsh shoes

2284
01:34:04,629 --> 01:34:01,440
and hanging out just a silly

2285
01:34:05,669 --> 01:34:04,639
title to use us stepping stones to

2286
01:34:07,030 --> 01:34:05,679
chitchat

2287
01:34:08,709 --> 01:34:07,040
everyone good to see you going to be

2288
01:34:10,470 --> 01:34:08,719
taking a break for a while i'll be

2289
01:34:12,070 --> 01:34:10,480
seeing you probably come monday night